met up with my girls on friday. we had dinner, then ice cream and then prata and teh-ping (for some it was teh-tarik too)haha. i am so afriad of putting on weight! but i think there will be more prata supper to come cos 130 is damn fast =D
okie here's moreee photos cos ive nothing better to do! better than reading words right.


meli look so cute here!


us with our desserts.


they wanted to eat gin-jie-pijia at first. HAHA. it's so funnY!! i cant stand it.


frosted chcolate malt


to note: jiemei's sexy butt and dior's suicidal symptoms.


they say forever eighteen. we are forever eight.


jiemei,ws and bern. nice photo. all thanks to the photographer!




girls are girls.


we can take photo everywhere


shy!




this is exciting though we look like we're barbqueing chicken wings.


next time we must try to break the high score for the spot the difference game! never give up! haha.


yummy prata. bus 130 rocks!!


only photo with furnise!


we're happy people.

met up with my besties last thursday to celebrate my birthday and we ate at a pizza restaurant at wisma. which reminded me of the times we always eat together after school and we always ate so much that we had to unbuckle our school skirts. love!


hazel and mag


self shot


it's so typical of hazel to do that!


i love my best friends








the last 4 photos show how fat i'm gonna get


coupling shot 1


coupling shot 2


coupling shot 3

My 18th Birthday.

with my classmates.












at granny's place and everyone was there because it was mid autumn festival too.


yummy mango cake


beautiful durian cake.


i had 2 cakes because one wasn't enough for everybody.




cousin ryan.

studying before the prelims.

with bernn
















this photo is really stupid!


with ludi






i am mad.


please take note of my exceptionally BIG hand! kinda scary isnt it, looked like it isnt mine.


she's mad too.


i look so intelligent!

i just read a blog belonging to a friend's (which isnt very close to me) ex boyfriend. the guy, is studying abroad now, and me and my friends all thought they were a loving couple. ok back to his blog, what he said really touched me, they recently broke up, but he's still holding on to whatever hope that is left. i actually felt quite sad while i was reading it though it's none of my business. perhaps other people who read it, will not understand how he feels. but i do, for i know how it feels to be having a long distance relationship, how hard it is, but at the same time, you feel that it's all worthwhile.

so it's been 4 years and 3 days. from i was 13, until i'm 18. we've ups and downs, i dont know if there's another 4 years and 3 days to come, but i'm happy now, i guess that's all that matters now, hopefully.

anyway, i'm supposed to be at the club now, but i decided to stay at home. i'm tired after all the shopping and eating and playing for the past few days. i really wanted to go, there's a good crowd, (and it'll be the first time i'm gonna use my own id!) but i guess even when i'm there, i'll not enjoy myself cos i'm just too tired. moreover i'm meeting my girls tomorrow! heh. time for bed!

what a tough week! but finally it's over. last paper to go. but why! why must bio people always end the latest? everybody's partying and i'm still stuck with this growth and development, trying to remember funny words like prokaryoae animalia protoctista cleistogamy.... why!

it's raining heavily now - and i love it! i just love rainy weather. gives me a cosy-warmy-fuzzy feeling, provided i'm in the shelter of course. perfect weather for lazing around, but i'm having exams everyday until the 19th, which, most importantly, is one day after my birthday! anyway, my birthday is on mid-autumn festival. perhaps i'll replace my birthday cake with MOONcake. HAHA, not funny! oh yeaa. the white chocolate mooncake from raffles hotel is very nice!

the holidays would have been great if i didnt have to study. but surprisingly. my mood has been good for the whole week. it's kinda amazing, after almost four years, i still feel as if it's the first month of our courtship. all the sweet and heart fluttering moments. HAHA. i'm mad.

no matter the distance.

Adam Sandler - I Wanna Grow Old With You

I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you.

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh it could be so nice,
Growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
Even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink.
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you.

I wanna grow old with you.

have been going out to study these few days. not very productive, but still, more efficient than staying at home to study. there are simply too many temptations and distractions. but i'm staying at home today, going out everyday made me very tired, i think the air con outside makes me very uncomfortable, though i dont know what's the difference between the air con outside and my air con at home. oh ya, i think stress makes me eat alot! haha, really, it's not an excuse. and i have many pimples on my face. sucks.

oh man, the whole week just zoooomed past at the speed of light. lovely days from thu to sunday and now it's time to suffer. wanna complain and whine and shout but nothing helps. nothing can change the fact that the most unprepared exams i'll ever take will be the prelims. nevermind, it's only prelims! still have the As to go. yea.

thursday please arrive soon! i am so friggin bored with studying. no, thursday please not arrive soon, cos i havent finish studying! what mixed feelings. i know i'm talking nonsense.

national day celebration in school was horrible. lousy organisation, lousy games. i must admit the dance items were good; the waving of econs notes was funny; the fact that my class got consolation prize though we did not complete all the stations and half the class were slacking in our homeroom was hilarious; other than all these, i wish i didnt went to school today.

it's kinda sad, that i dont have a sense of belonging to this school at all. in fact, i hate the school. i love my primary and seconday school, but not this school. but i don't really care. i just wish to get out of this school as fast as i can. i mean, i've nice friends, nice classmates, i like their company. but other than that, the school suck.

i am feeling damn pissed off with myself. i am not studying at all! wake up wake up!! i shall be really productive in my studying for these 2 days.

i'm really pissed. YOU have to spoil my jolly mood i'm having these few days. what do you want man? if you think 9 absentees's alot, come'on, the worse is yet to come. not like we skipped school to shoplift in shopping malls or sniff glue at void decks. we are staying at home to STUDY. i really don't understand, why must i PROMISE to give u an mc? this is so childish. and by the way, so kind of you to "help singtel increase their profits" (as quoted from you). but i dont think they really need your help anyway.