HAHA

crazy girl

crazy girl 2







cute pic.

priceless

hazel can wait to eat the cake!

mag and her darling shawn



that's what friends are for

the bday girl



mag and alaric



only photo with all of us

Finally a whole day at home. I slept for 10hours and woke up at 2pm and took another 2hour nap at 4pm. Sleeping is such bliss! but now i'm worried that i cant get to sleep tonight and i'll be all sleepy and blurry at work tomorrow.

Yesterday was a memorable day for me. haha, time spent with my best friends are always the best! We know each other so well and we do the typical stuffs that we will do when we're together. (You all know what i mean!! The buying of sushi! i'm too embarrassed to say it out) I hope mag had a great time. I think she did la..we're such great company. And Ludi only started making noise at 12.30am, haha.

Happy 19th Birthday my DEAREST MAG. I LOVE YOU


I know i'm useless, should have controlled myself better.

if only i could turn back time. escape the present and go back to the past. if only..

i've been sleeping for less than 5 hours everyday. and i kinda like it. i like to busy, i hate to have too much time to think about silly stuffs. yesterday was kbox with ludi and meitheng plus dinner with hazel. the ride home with ludi was hilarious. i think we were the only two chinese in the bus after all the foreign workers boarded at little india. from an empty bus to a bus full of indians.

anyway work has been good too. my manager is a nice guy (though quite pervertic at times), sometimes he'll fetch me to work and drive me home, and he's a manager u know! high post, but no airs. and i feel bad, cos i kept bullying my co-worker, pushing all the work to him (he left the office at 5pm on sat!), but i dont think he has much programmes for himself anyway.....but he's really kind la.

because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learn to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust
not only me but everyone around me
because of you
i am afaid

The RE-countdown.

i wanted to post the new year eve photos, wanted to post photos of all the happy times in year 2005. but suddenly, all the excitement has gone, taken away i should say. i dont know how i feel now. i dont understand myself anymore. anyway i'm too tired to blog too, have been working since tuesday. i didnt know sitting in front of the computer the whole day makes one feels so tired too.

still, as requested by ms luo ziyan, here are the photos. personally i like the act "feng yun" photo and banana photo the most.

finally year 2006 has came. i think 2005 was a bad year for me, there were so many times when i felt that nothing was going right. but i guess it's through all these difficult times when i learn to grow up. i think i'm a much sensible girl now (really!).

anyway new year's eve was spent at esther's and zhenqiang's house with the usual 2harmony people. 5 years have passed since we first knew one another in 2001. as ziyan has said, 20 more years to "25 nian hou de yi ci ban ju hui" (chinese essay title set by our dearest zhuang meili laoshi). i won at mahjong! i'm good at it OK! but i think i lost in blackjack. we took many stupid photos and videos and played many lame (but EXCITING!) games. at zq's house, we read fhm, played ps and cards and chat about our wedding dinner - how many tables and who should be the emcee etc, oh ya, the guys and ziyan played basketball in the middle of the night as 3am while i just sat there and watched, i think they are crazy, haha! i think i was the first to fell asleep in the living room.

my christmas eve was spent with my best friends(minus mag). the boat ride was really great. the "scenery" was nice. too bad the millions of photos we took couldnt capture the background nicely. as in, the background is too dark, i think we are lousy photographers. anyway i was wearing ugly slippers which doesnt match with my clothes as it was raining and this is the slippers with the most friction.

i finally got a job. but i had a hard time deciding. One moment i have no job at all, the next moment i have many jobs to choose from. i sincerely hope that i havent made the wrong choice.

i am very sad, i havent found a job yet.

anyway last night i had the worst feeling in the world. never been so drunk in my whole life. the last time i was so drunk, i only puked 4 times, but last night, i vomitted 10 million times. haha, i must have smell and looked horrible! goodness. but i was still sober, i know what's going on around me, just that i feel really uncomfortable snd my mind was in a complete whirl. i dont really understand how people can become really high that they dont know what they are doing, and i dont wish to know either. haha. and there's this very nice girl who took care of everybody who was drunk. she followed me to the toilet to puke countless times and massaged my head for me, some of the guys were nice too.

to my 2 best friends, i love both of u. mag u gave me a shock when u kiss me! hazel,i wonder why the alcohol had no effects on you at all, and u drank more than me! =)

wil, i miss you.

michelle chia and her boyfriend, i forgot his name.. u know, jingjing's boyfriend in holland village? he looks really..ehh..casual.


playing uno!


love of my life - ice cream! there's teh tarik flavour, and it tastes good! nice pink big bowl




our true identities






how funny!




squeezing into a fitting room


yummy

these couple of days have been great. met up with my girls last night and we took lots of pictures. then we went to this very cool ice cream parlour, it's nice, there isn't many of such ice cream parlours in singapore.

went shopping early this morning, to beat the crowd. i really wonder why are there so many people in town shopping on a weekday. singaporeans dont have to work?? there are so many things i would like to buy, but so little money to spend. TSK!! i'm still waiting for the money to drop from my ceilings.

and finally i've received my present that i thought was lost on the way here from california. YEAH. =D after more than 2 months of waiting.

photos photos soon soon

just sent a dozen job applications. hopefully i'll get a relaxing and well paid job. went shopping again today. bought things but not for myself =). money money please drop from the ceiling! i want to fulfil my USA plan soon.

anyway, just received my mobile phone bill for the month of november(month of A levels). it's $33.15!! can u believe it, that's the lowest bill i ever got for my phone. my mum's gonna be pleased. i used to have bills of $120 in secondary school. now i think of it, i think it's ridiculous.

i feel good today.

i've been sinking in and out of "depression". one moment i'm happy, a while later i'll be feeling really sad and empty. i miss my wil, i miss my bestie ludi. i feel happy when i'm shopping and buying things, but when i'm home, and looking at those things i bought, i get sick of myself. why do i always spend so much money, i should be saving! saving for a 1600bucks air ticket.

i really really need to think of my future. i feel very..aimless.

anyway, i'm hooked onto a korean drama shown on channel 55. "love in harvard" i've never had much interest in such shows, not even meteor garden, i find such shows very unrealistic, very exaggerating, but this one i'm watching is good, somehow i can feel how the character feels. haha, sooo cliche.