A Friday At Work


breakfast






lunch





office
kenneth and benny





so you see, basically what we do is eat and sleep. no la just kidding, we do our work too ok!!

time really passes very quickly nowadays! on weekday it's work, and after work i'll meet my friends or if not i'll go home and watch tv and soon it'll be bed time and then the next morning will be work again. and weekends will be spent outside too and time just zoooom past. i've been drinking for the 4th consecutive friday. this is very bad. but i guess i still can afford to do this cos i'm still young=D but then i'm spending too much money i think, what i earn, i spend. gotta save up i know, but there's too much shopping to be done!

just sent bern off at the airport just now. sigh. another someone faraway from me. first it was someone i love, then it was my best friend, now it's my old friend. i always get this mixed feeling when i go to the airport, must be all the past memories..

met ziyan and glenda (the happy-go-lucky reunite once again) after work. shopped around with glenda while waiting for ziyan and everywhere's having sale. seeing the big 4 letters makes me excited. anyway we tried wasabi ice cream today. glenda thinks we are brave cos we dare to try such a weird flavour. but actually i'm the only brave one cos the reason glenda chose wasabi flavour was because it was on a promotional price! (she wanted the traditional chocolate at first). then we ate steamboat for dinner and i am very very, very full.


i wonder how you made me felt so lost.

i realised that time passes very quickly this year. half of 2006 has already gone. soon i;ll be in uni going through another phase of my life. but somehow, i'm not really looking forward to it, i dont know why.

so many thoughts but it's hard to pen them down.

the weekends have been crazy. met ziyan and glenda after work on friday for dinner and some shopping. the happy go lucky! ok then i went over to marina sqaure to meet mag and glenda and we ate dessert at the japenese restaurant, and then we went over to katong tp have supper with caryn and wahman. we ate beef brisket, club sandwich and pineapple buns. u know how guilty i feel for eating 3 meals in one night! i told wenlin i wont eat anything for the next day, but i did. haha.. and then while we were already going home, with me, wenlin and mag in the car, wenlin and i decided that we havent persuaded mag to go to ntu enough, so we went to wen's house to talk. and then someone casually mentioned about mahjong then we wanted to play mahjong so mag called chengxi over and it was mahjong from 1am to 5am. (we played super slowly!) i lost money=(

i went home, slept for half an hour (didnt bathe before i sleep. gee) woke up and prepared to go to work! i am so impressed by myself. but i was half dead in the office, luckily it was only half day. after work i went to parkway to shop around. went home, changed, and went out again to meet my 4courage clique. my mum was impressed by how energetic i am too. anyway it was nice seeing the girls and arthur of course. after dinner (and really nice dessert) we went shopping and i feel so bad for neglecting arthur! but anyway he'll understand. i miss the times we spent together in sec3 and 4. memories will always be close to my heart. so anyway i was awake from fri 6.30am to sunday 1am! i think i'm gonna stay at home today.





look at the dessert=D

just some photos.

last girls' night out before ludi went off to canada. i miss my bestie =(
















dinner with my girls on a monday evening.




woke up at 7am yesterday (on a SUNDAY!) to go jogging. YES JOGGING. you didnt hear me wrongly.

if only we were still in the past, if only people dont change, if only i'm still the simple girl i was. the past 5 months have allowed me to see many things. the corporate world, the different people. people who really care and those who are just faking it, if only i knew how to differentiate them.

went shopping with bern yesterday, i was actually feeling quite happy, but why? why must fate play such a joke on me? then i spent 2 hours sitting at starbucks all alone while waiting for kailing to meet me. i thought about many things, reasons to console myself, things to make me feel happy, but guess what, nothing works. one minute i think i'm rationale enough, the next minute my whole mind will become a whirlwind again. i really dont want to go through those days again. but i guess everything's still under control- i guess.

met mag just now and we went to the temple to pray and more shopping again, i ddint buy anything though. my legs are aching now. time for me to find something to occupy myself till bedtime.

what do u do when your mind tells u what you should do but your heart feels the other way round? it's true, following the mind is always right, but how many people can actually do that? never did i ever think that i'll be caught in such a situation before. is it my fault?

today's a really nice day, though i just reached home not long ago and i'm really tired. woke up early in the morning for smu interview followed by very quick lunch and very quick shopping, and then meeting my best friends at night. i love my best friends and i am gonna miss ludi tonnes and heaps.

anyway, photos from long ago. hazel's birthday on 3rd feb.

sometimes i feel that there's something missing in my life. it's not that i have a boring life, instead i'm usually busy, i hang out with my friends, i enjoy working, i go shopping, i read magazines, i do everything an 18yr-old does, but somehow, i just feel that i need something more, something which excites me, anything that will make my heart beat faster i guess.

the emptiness i feel within me at times is really overwhelming, i dont know when will it ever go away, but i know, not in the near future.

played tennis with ziyan and kailing today, and also my bro (hate to play with him). one hour was kinda short i think, but still, quite tiring! guess that's the consequence for not doing any exercise since my 2.4 run. oh ya we took a cab from katong to parkway (less than a 10mins walk) cos it was raining and guess how much it cost? $5.40! even more expensive than taking cab from dhoby ghaut to my house.

and i passed my basic theory today! (first time ok) all thanks to a colleague who took the test 3 times and can even write a ten-year-series for it. haha.. talking about TYS, studying seems so distant to me now. school will probably start in end-july, 3 more months to go. and one week passes so quickly..

this past week has been a really crazy one. cant believe i'm behaving like this. and to ziyan, for doing the ultimate insane thing with me today, thanks! i know u didnt cheat my money la, i'm really touched that you'll do such a silly thing with me. HAHA. but i'm still very depressed!!! or maybe disappointed i should say. you and kailing ought to give me more treats. p/s: not 20cents treats.

hmm, so i spent the long weekend going for movies and dinner with the usual people who i met for 4 consecutive weekends on friday, and shopping and dinner at geylang with kailing and ziyan today. but, half of the time i'm thinking about that insane thing and i think i'm really going crazy, over nothing. anyway i think we ate alot and i felt really guilty for eating so much so i suggested we'll play tennis next week instead of going out and spend money and EAT again. i'm not really sure i still know how to play tennis though. hahaha. guess i'll stay at home and rest tomorrow cos i'm really exhausted from all the late nights and early mornings.

few days ago my cousin asked me, what's my greatest regret in life. i pondered for a while, i thought of a few regrets i have, but to think of it, these regrets dont seem like such a big deal actually, so i dont really know if i have any "greatest regret".

my feet are very pain now! wore the wedges to work, then to a pub in millenia walk, then to bugis to meet the 2hm people, then play pool, then walked to the dessert shop for some desserts, and from bugis to geylang for supper! my poor feet! they are filled with blisters now. anyway, i see the 2hm people for 3 consecutive weekenda already, but still, we always had fun.


jasper at the back

went to furnise's birthday party last friday. when all the marymount girls get together, there'll never be any silence cos we have countless things to talk and gossip about. chatted till 1am+ and still not enough yet.

happy birthday furnise=)all of us except meli.


lined up according to height!

wenlin. furnise. denise



wenlin, jiemei, clare, ws

dior and bernie

my beautiful girls