it's 4.30am in the morning and i just took a bath, waiting for my hair to dry before i can hit the bed. studied for quite awhile today with ziyan and then met the rest for dinner and drinks. yes, drinking, acting like my exams have ended. argh, 3 more papers to go, i really cant wait. and i screwed up my only small mere chance of getting an A this sem by not seeing the "values are in 000s" in the accounting paper. feel like killing myself, how careless can i get? i wonder if i can even get close to having an A for the rest of the sems to go. anyway i had fun just now, beating jasper and zq at pool. HAHA, all of them are impressed by my skill. please, told you guys i'm good. haha! i'll upload the photos soon but i'm afraid you people will be sick of seeing their faces already=)

being forced to exchange jacket with me. haha..very bo liaow, i know.

it's been 2 weeks since i've blogged, if you were thinking that i'm studying very hard right now, yeay, u're right! hahahah. ok u're wrong, absolutely wrong, in fact i just started studying yesterday, for 3 hrs, when it's 4 days away from my exams. man, i wish i was as hardworking as i was in sec2=( anyway these are the photos from the weekends. fri was mahjong in the morning (yi da qing zao!! HAHA inside joke) and then
met bern and the girls in the evening. had swensens for dinner and then to timbre (again!). i swear i;ll ask my future boyfriend to send u girls home next time. hahaha.

beer





jiemei is super funny!

sat was picnic + soccer + cycling + karaoke + mahjong with the 2hm people. you can imagine how tired i was. anyway was damn pissed in the morning cos we were supposed to meet at 11 and everyone was late! argh. i was the earliest ok! it was potluck that day and i brought yummy sandwiches (taikeat said it's very nice and finished a whole sandwich in front of me. haha) then we played soccer on the sand, and it was really tiring. like, twice of 2.4. our group, called Chicken Wing(HAHA), lost to our opponent, Sure Win. but i think we won in terms of our skills cos they had "taiko" goals. hahaha. then it drizzled for a while so we went to the arcade to play the basketball game. i'm quite lousy at it. haha. but my combined score with zhenqiang was the highest ok! after that we went cycling/roller-skating. ok at first i did not want to do anything cos im damn scared of falling down once i got on the bike. (LAUGH at me, go on) but zr volunteered to double bike with me. he was exceptionally nice that day. but he kept swerving around just to scare me. and later he exchanged place with jasper and jasper kept e-break to scare me too. left ecp around 830 and we rushed to jasper's place to wash up before going to karaoke. after karaoke played mahjong till 5am, while the guys continue their usual activity of LAN games. i wonder why they're not tired. ok let the pictures do the talking!oh ya, another thing. we have a new member in our family, his name is stitch. stitch is a noisy dog. he barks at everything, even when his voice is hoarse and he's panting heavily, he still barks, and he has a urinary problem, as quoted from zq "niao shi jing".






































anyway i realised something about sincerity. and how many people lacked of it. a classic example, someone asked you out for a gathering or whatsoever. you said you can make it, you said you'll come, and end up with a lame excuse at the last minute. (as in really really lame excuse) in the first place, dont say you'll come when you wont cos if you lack the basic sincerity, your presence doesn't make any difference anyway.

ok here's a photo of my accounting group + the tutor who look like zeng guo cheng. the similarity is like 99%!! really. kinda sad that today was the last day of tutorial.


lastly, presenting to you, our obsession.

we cant live without it once a week. most of the time twice a week. cant imagine life without zq. anyway did an analysis of this photo. HAHA. i am ting-ing 4wan and probably game 1tai. ziyan is trying to do ping hu. jasper is waiting to pong 3wan but he wont get to do that cos i have one and the last one was already thrown out. HAHA. ok we need the helpline. seriously.

ok end of my very long post! i took 1 hr to blog! need to study!!

my weekend was good, how about yours? studied for awhile in SMU with mag and hazel. although we spent alot of time talking, i still managed to do one tutorial question. haha. after that went to zq's house for mj. man, i lost alot, first time losing so much, it was really a nightmare. haha. i thought about it and thought of a few reasons why i lost. 1.talked to edmund, 2.henry made me angry just before my mj, 3.was whining and grumbling when i couldnt get a cab to zq's house, 4.lied to mum. yes, i think that mood really affects a person's luck. reached home at 8am, slept till 4pm, and went to jas's hse for mj at 7pm. hahahaha we are all really addicted. we need to call the 1800-X-Gambling helpline already. hha. tried to stay happy and not get angry over anything to keep my luck, and i really won! not enough to cover my lost the day before though. and yesterday was the first time i ever touched a dog! jasper's sister brought her dog there and we gotta pat the dog to tell him we are his friends so that he'll stop barking at us. i never did liked animals, BUT it's not that im un-caring, i just dont fancy them. ate our dinner at 2am in the morning. our bio clock are all jumbled up.

today i went shopping with my sis in bugis and we saw the dhl hot air balloon flying up there. and since we were bored of shopping, we decided to go take the balloon. the tickets cost 23bucks each! can buy a pair of shoes already. a pair of shoes for a 10mins ride on the hot air balloon. but it was a nice experience, my hands were shaking and my legs were wobbly up there. seriously, it was very very high. higher than the suntec buildings!! i had so much trouble stabling my hands to take photos! and my sis refuse to take photos for me cos her hands were so shaky and she was rooted to the ground! hahahaha. and when we asked the guy to help us take a photo, he said "stop screaming already?". my goodness, how embarrasing.

financial management really sucks, i really hate it! it's so difficult, the notes are so boring, it's the worst subject ever! i dont know why time always pass by so quickly, 19 days to exams, christmas seems like yesterday to me. hahaha too exaggerating. but really, it's like weekends come and go quickly. and i said i'll study the next day in my previous post, i did not. mj-ed at zq's place on sunday, his mum made dumplings for us, and i think i lost because jasper did not wear his red jersey, i need that to win! hahaha. watched the guys play basketball in the afternoon and the sun was so scorching hot i think my skin became a shade darker. anyway we drove out for dinner after mj. another one passed the driving test. YAY. my turn soon i promise!! but in the meanwhile, drive me around k everybody?

have not been sleeping well for i dont know how long. it's like i'll always dream when i sleep. ALWAYS. like 99% of my sleep are dreams, even when i nap for 30mins(though this seldom happen because i'll nap for 3 hrs most of the time haha) it gets really tiring. i feel like i havent slept at all when i wake up. and also, i always dream of stuff i dont wish to think of. if only i can control my dream and choose who's to appear and who not. sigh sigh sigh, why is the reality so different?

FM quiz in 8hrs time =(=(=(

5.15am in the morning and once again i am waiting for my hair to dry before i can go to bed. dont really feel sleepy, dont know why. today was an enjoyable girls' night out with my BFF plus a few surprises. heehee. and i realised the damn cute singer at timbre isn't that cute afterall cos he's abit sissy. hhahaa, but still, his goatie is charming. HAHA. ok i've decided i should study tmr, i cant waste my weekends anymore because it's 3 more weekends to the exam week. i should really have some self-discipline you know, so many things are occupying my time and mind. and another thing, i think im good at cai quan=D

just had a really full lunch and i bought brownie and blueberry cheese tart back to hall! i really can't resist them. hahaha, wens said i only think of eat and sleep! =(( and hazel told kel i sleep alot alot, "i only have one third of her sleeping time". i'm NOT that lazy okieee. but the weather's really nice to sleep.... hahaha. okok, 3 more weeks to exams! i aim to get a GPA of 5. haha impossible. okay la, 4 is really the max already.

the weekends are here! just came back from mahjong at zq's place. his mum asked me why i chose jasper instead of his son! haha joke of the day! anyway everybody is very addicted to mahjong. HAHAHA. YAY.


LUDI: i blog almost everyday so that you can know what's going on in my life cos i know you miss me wayyyyy too much!! i will tell you the story of why i'm so pissed when you're back k! i cant wait to see you....!!

i'm tired and pissed. freaking pissed.

the weekends come and go just like this! i dont know why time always passes so fast during the weekends, and to think i have a longer weekend then others! thursday to sunday! and no work done. april 30 please come quickly!!

celebrated my darling wanching's birthday on friday! i had fun, hope she did too. saw the damn cute singer in timbre, but no tables available!! how sad. had heart to heart chats with the girls. drank a glass of cosmopolitan and i felt dizzy, this is bad. and ended up not sleeping the whole night due to an unforeseen circumstance, haha..

time to hit the books, i hope!!

finally an end to a tough week, finally done with 3 quiz and a written report. Another 2 reports and 2 quiz to go. anyway despite being very busy this week, i still had time for 2 nights of mahjong and caught dreamgirls on wednesday! overall it's not a bad show, quite good actually, just that the beginning part was a tad boring, but the singing were all really good. my singing is just a little lousier than them! hahaha.. i'm listening to the movie's soundtrack now, it's so nice!

today, i went back to hall to bring my books home, after realising i have been doing nothing close to studying, when i have 3 written reports, a quiz and a presentation within these 2 weeks. really, i dont know what have i been doing all along. my schoolwork is so screwed up, especially for accounting, i've missed a quiz and the deadline to submit an online assignment, i really dont know what i'm doing. i always tell myself it's time to work hard, and yea, i start working hard, but it always last for 3 days, at most. i should be more focused and have more sense of urgency.

let's see, so what have i been doing ??
-mahjong
-cny - consist of mainly gambling and eating
-shopping
-tv
-sleeping
-partying/drinking
-lazing around, play 2-player blackjack and doing nothing in someone's house
-thinking about stuffs which i shouldnt think of anymore

and my cough is back. it sucks you know. once it's here, it will stay for quite some time. took a long time to recover and less than 1 week it's back! damn. and no cough syrups seem to work. and i'm sorry ziyan i passed the virus to you! i think it's all due to my lifestyle, for the past week. i was never home before 3am for the whole week, until my dad finally said to me on sunday, "you've had enough" my dad is the kind of father which dont usually speak up unless you go overboard, so i had dinner with my family on sunday and my mum bought $50 worth of prawns to cook! she tried to steam it and my dad added too much wine i think, and it ended up tasting quite bitter. hahahaha. that's my parents for you. oh yea, i went out with them for lunch someday last week, my siblings were in school, and guess what, my parents wore qing lu zhuang!! couple's outfit! i was so.. i felt so weird beside them. another thing, last sunday after dinner i went out, and at around 12+ my mum called me to ask me where i was and i told her i'm on my way back already, and when i stepped into the house, i saw my parents walking away from the window. then she asked "took cab back?? nobody sent you home ah?", i was like "how you know?? were u peeping at me at the window!?!" then she said no no!! and went into the room with my dad. i think they think i'm seeing someone, haha. i have really nice parents, didnt appreciate that in the past, but i guess when people grow, they realise who mean how much to them.

my parents showed me what's true love, as in true love between a couple, which i think, doesnt exist in today's society anymore. true love did existed, but not now anymore. and i dont believe in it anymore either. i guess it's due to globalisation and then changes in the way people communicate, and people getting more liberalised. i've seen what guys with girlfriends do behind their girlfriends' back, and just last friday, i was introduced to this friend of my friend in the club and she was already engaged. but the whole night she was hugging this guy (not her fiance of cos) like they are such a loving couple. please, u are already engaged you know! married!!

anyway this is the longest entry i've ever had for a long time! are you bored already?? haha.. ok lastly let me post some very very random photos okay? if not my blog's getting way too boring!

love and hate brother

all the fun

pirates of the carribean! haha

st james, my friend's friend got a really good table

the robot i built today with the kids i love



ziyan, i'm not always insecure okay!!

the friend who had a tiff with her bf cos of me!

the block people, taken a couple of months back

my sister and i, taken 3 years back, look at her bangs!

that's all people, gotta do research for my project now!