dun understand y doesnt the image shows! argh.
it's a drawing by ludi, we went studying yesterday n she drew all 5 of us. very cute, n it really do look like us. haha.
we went studying yest at amk library.
reminds me of the times in sec1, when the both of us frequently went to the library together.
yea, i was really very good n guai in sec1, hoho..
but i'm still very guai now of cos.
staying at home to study today,
but i'm starting to get bored n restless.
i cant go on like this anymore! i'm studying, but dunnoe y, at a very slow rate..
i'm really super scared already..
only finished chem. hope i can finish econs today,
though i noe it's kinda impossible, hai=(

yawn. i'm so bored studying. i'm almost done with me chem. haven touch on econs n bio yet. not at all. argh. n i realised i have wayyyy too much to study for bio, feel as though the amt is same for Os. boohoo. really, i'm starting to fear... n i'm stressed.

how time flies.
it's now the last week of the hols.
n i'm still struggling with my revision.
i gotta work extra hard already. sighs.

prince charming went back yesterday.
how come 3 weeks past so quickly?
why must i be back to this hateful n cruel world?
studying n studying, going to sch everyday,
i hate this life.
i wanna get over with the remaining 1.5yr of jc QUICKLY.

feeling so lost and hollow now,
but den, it's a familiar feeling to me already.
the only thing that will cheer me up is the thought of meeting up with my besties tmr.
i miss them lots, n they'll make me happy.

met up for project work today.
at first we were still kinda unsure about our focus. yeah, until now we're still un-clear abt our focus. guess we're the worst grp in the class.
haha, but nvm, we still managed to came up with the interview n survery questions,
at least there's progress=)

went to meet wilyson n joshua after that.
n we saw ziyan at the restaurant when we went for dinner.
at first i was thinking wad is she doing with 2 pretty girls man,
haha. thought she was flirting,
but actually one is her sis, n the other one her sis's friend.

den me n ziyan bought ice cream after dinner.
yummm. i love ice cream. n the ice cream's really nice,
silly ziyan thought her ice cream has turned bad
cos she chose mango flavour n it tasted really sour.
but den, not all mangoes r sweet isnt it?
but greedy ziyan bought another ice cream with wilyson later. (be careful, ur chin, my dear.)
oh n she bought a necklace that we chose for her.
i helped her bargain the price! thank me ziyan.

it's almost 3am, n i haven even take my shower.
haha, someone's gonna say i'm dirty girl again.
i'm not k, i'm gonna bathe now..
n yes, i'm studying tmr.

been having too many sleepless nights that i've got pimples all over my face already. haha.
came home at ard 8 this morning.
helped mummy to type some things den i fell asleep.
woke up at evening to meet wilyson they all.
anyway, we went to watch soccer at chijmes last night.
haha. i was falling asleep cos i drank some alcohol, i'm a lousy drinker.
until he shouted when there was almost a goal.
i got a shock, woke up n was so awake since then.
went to eat supper after that.
yeah, i love supper.

dunwan to start sch=( half of the hols r gone.
STUDY!!

just woke up an hour ago. haha.
came home at 8am this morning.
yawnnn. so tired.
had a wonderful time last night.
it felt like a dream when i woke up just now.
hmmm. gotta study today le.

alright, i finally started studying on the most horrible subject on earth- maths. and the most terrible part of maths - trigo.
it resulted in a loss of appetite, blur vision and fatigue.
moreover i woke up at 8am in the morning to go all the way to clementi to play 2 hrs of tennis.
the furthest i've travelled on the green line was to buona vista.
so there i was, half dead at ymca mcd until someone came to my rescue.
my prince charming indeed. haha.
but instead of the shiny armour n sword, he's carrying newpaper n chocolates.
yummy chocs, n lovely company. revived me.
it's amazing how little moves can make someone so happy, isn't it?

just woke up. came home at 6 in the morning.
these few days have been amazing.
haven had such feeling for a long long time already.
but, time seems to fly (at the speed of light) when one is happy.
really, i just blink my eyes, n 5 days had passed. almost 1 week.
if the only the earth would stop spinning...

i'm feeling cold after watching the day after tmr..haha.

Celine Dion - All by Myself

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone

Melissa Manchester - Don't Cry Out Loud

Baby cried the day the circus came to town,
'Cause she didn't want parades just passing by her.
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown,
While she danced without a net upon the wire.
I know a lot about her, 'cause you see,
Baby, is an awful lot like me.


Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.

Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down,
They left behind her dreams among the litter.
And the different kind of love she thought she'd found,
There was nothing left but sawdust and some glitter.
But Baby can't be broken, 'cause you see,
She had the finest teacher, that was me.
I told her:

Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.

Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost made it.