my classmates say i have a perfect life, when i argued i dun, they sayid, near to perfect.
i dunnoe wad made them think so, but i think my life is farrr from perfect. i'm neither pretty nor clever.
maybe it's cos i'm always smiling n cracking up jokes n doing silly things.
i'm a happy-go-lucky girl, even when i'm feeling down, i seldom display it out..okie, somethimes i do, but most of the time i do not.
i choose to be happy..

anyway, i'm in high spirits for the past couple of days.
oh i dunnoe wad's the exact reason for my good mood,
but i think it's bcos of him, my darling prince charming.
he made me realise, love is not only abt being together everyday, it's much more than that.
Love is not only mutual attraction, but also mutual trust, and the connection n bond between the couple.
Love is not the buying of expensive gifts, it's the small little thoughts that can create a wonderful effect and the effort to make one happy.
Love is you.

Sunshine that brighten my dark sky and fill up life.
Life with sunshine is, perfect.

went to city harvest church today..
i'm really surprised by how big is the church, n all the facilities there r like..so..how to say? sophisicated?
especially the auditorium, it's even more grand den a mediacorp studio.haha.
went there with david n engteck cos david say there this hot dog n ice cream party today..haha.
the service was, boring.. i wasnt that into christianity.
however there's this so cute security guard there.. haha n the security guards there dun dress in those uniform, they dress in suits. but he isnt really a security guard la, he's just one of the members there who's on duty as security guard.

sch tmr again.. i hate sch..so much work to do.

alright, one week passed so quickly..
had been a long week, so tired.
just came back, went out with jiemei n co. actually didnt wanna go, but waisi said many ppl's there..so i went out at 8+, 4 hrs n i'm back..

anywayyy, i'm going to donate blood.
i'm really scared la, but all my classmates r donating, so yeah, i have no choice.. the needle is so biggg. i'll faint before donating.

i've just done lots of research for my pw!
yeah, so happy with myself, i'm working hard, haha..
nahhhss, just some last minute work cos the file is due on mon n we gotta hand in the learning checklist thing tmr..dunnoe wad to write for it, but i wrote lots to play safe, hee.
moreover our pw file has sooooo little papers inside compared with other groups.

anyway, have gotten back all my papers. i'm disgusted with the results,
but den, no use crying over spilt milk, i'm really gonna work hard to promos,
serious!!
n u noe wad, promos is less than 3mths away, can u believe it..
n i have so much work to be done during the weekends, i guess our workload is gonna get heavier n classes more intense, i really dread this..

lalalaaa. come believe i'm so bored till i'm doing this now..

1. Birthdate?
18 sept 87.

2. From what school?
marymount convent. chung cheng high main. sajc.

3. Where would you wanna go right now?
leave the sch i'm in now n study abroad.

4. What is ur wish rite now?
refer to q3.

5. When did you last cry?
yesterday?

6. Do you like your handwriting?
yea of cos..i have nice handwriting man..

7. Any bad habits?
ok..everyone knows i'm a late queen! hahaa. i'll change, really..

8. What is your most embarrassing moment?
dunhav la.. i'm always composed n calm.

9. What would u change about u?
please make me smarter, n have more determination.

10. Are you a daredevil?
no!!! i'm real timid.

11. who inspires you to live?
my grandma.

12.Do looks matter?
yea, frankly speaking, of cos it does, but it's not everything..

13. Do you believe in ghosts?
stop scaring me.

14. How many piercings do you have?
5, but 3 of them r permanantly occupied with ear sticks..

15. Are you trendy?
average lo..

16. How do you release anger?
eat ice cream la, it'll make everything wonderful..

17. Where is your second home?
i dunnoe, but it's definitely not the school..

18.What were your favorite toy(s) as a child?
barbie dolls of cos, i still have the urge to buy them now..

19. Favorite subject/sports?
chem/tennis,swimming

20. When is ur best moment(s) of your life?
the times in cchs..

21. Favorite dessert?
ICE CREAMM.

22.ABS-CBN or GMA?
haha, yea as if i noe wad's that..

23. favorite bands?
atomic kitten

24. What do you look for in a guy/girl?
his love for me of cos..

25. What is your nickname?
tai tai..but i'm not laa!

26. Would you bungee?
i said i was timid..

27. What do you wear when u sleep?
pyjamas la..

28. What do u worry about right now?
results..

29. Did u ever go on a diet?
hahaa, no.

32. who's ur crush in showbiz?
david beckham..since like p5?

33. What's your favorite color combination?
i like purple n pink.

34. favorite ice cream flavour
yeahhhh. ice creammmm. i love all flavours.

35. favorite animal?
dun really like animals. but some dogs r so cute..

36. Are you in love now?
yes.

37. what will be ur wedding song?
eternal flame..aww. so sweet.

38. greatest regret?
y did i get twice the pts i'm supposed to get for Os? i shd get 6.

39. kyla or nina?
or tina?

40. Motto in life?
dunnoe la..no motto..

41.one nyt stand or long term relationship?
long term.

42. future profession?
i'm gonna be such a successful gynaecologist who owns a huge tulip garden..

43. what is the perfect date?
every date with the one u love is perfect..

44. What would u like for your birthday?
loads n tonnes of presents n cakes.

45. What will be your resolution?
i gotta study everyday!!

46. What is/are ur best asset/s?
nah, nothing..

47. Are u a better listener or a better adviser?
listener.. i think i'm too childish to advise.

48. message to your enemy /enemies?
sweet girls like me will not have enemies..

i'm so so so very angry now!
the idiotic brother of mine used my racket without my permission n he spoil it!!
i dunnoe how the hell he play, he can actually DEFACE my racket.
my whole racket is out of shape now. arghhhh.
n the worse thing is he kept it his his bag for so long,
until today then i discover it just before i went for training.
yeah n he still got the guts to deny, i almost gave him a slap.

went to sch for training, reached there and i realised training's cancelled cos of the rain. went home.
travelled for 1.5 hr for nothing.
i'm feeling so pissed.

lucky i'm going out later with wc n cheryl.
another second at home with my bro may result in something like world warIII.

alright, i've changed a new layout, but i think everything is still more or less the same thing.
still lots of pink n the links and all r still the same.
didnt really love this layout(i love the previous one),
but i thought it's time for a change.
furthermore i've got nothing to do now. haha.

got back my maths today. fail by 1 mark.
ONE mark!!
but den i'm actually quite happy, i thought i'm sure to get an F.
i'm definitely not looking forward to getting back other papers.

just finished reading a book just now=)
realised i haven been reading for a long time,
used to read alot in..pri sch?
tmr's college day, i'm not excited or wad abt it at all,
the only fun part is that i can wake up later. yeahh.

alright, just came home by cab n the fare was 6 bucks. i expected only $3 okie! hahas. anyway, came back from zhen qiang's hse. went there to watch soccer, okkk, i admit i slept throughout the first half, but i did watch the second half cos it's quite exciting, n i was praying portugal will win!=( anyway, i went back to sleep immeditately after the match. hahaa. finally someone's pig-ier den sookmei. she's normally the sleeping queen among the 2hm girls.

i slept so much cos i was so tired after going to sentosa in the afternoon. firstly i slept at 3am the night b4, n i woke up at 10.30 when we're supposed to meet at 11 at harbour front, n i was 45mins late. yea, so we reached sentosa n stupid tony kept giving the wrong directions to the beach n made us walk so much k! anyway, it started raining 30mins after we reached the beach. argh. but the rain stopped soon, haha. den we started playing vball against tony's class. n of cos we won them la, 2hm rocks u see.. oh n we also compete who built the tallest sand castle, n needless for me to say, we won.


oh den we sun-tanned. but den not much difference on me la, i applied so much of zong rong's suntan lotion but still no effect. ok, den we went for dinner n play pool at parkway. hey i won ziyan ok. the score was 5-3!!! n it's NOT cos i'm tyco. admit defeat ziyaN!! yea den we went to zq's hse.

i'm so sleepy now, but meeting glenda zibin they all in ard 2hrs time.. n still gotta go for bbq tonight. lucky tmr's a holiday for me!! yeappie=D ok..i shall go get as much sleep as i can now.

finally the end of all the papers, except for SPA.
i think i'll probably fail every subject, cant finish doing every paper. argh.
anyway, it's already over. haha.
n i haven start revising anything abt my chem SPA tmr.

oh n my class is chosen to go for some youth day festival performance on saturdaY!! i hate the sch. they always take our class as some kind of experimental class, just because we're the lousiest class in the s6 combi?! they changed ALL our teachers to new teachers. everybody knows how inexperienced new teachers are, and they cant teach. Now they want us to go to national stadium from 3 to 7+ on a saturday! damn, my weekend is not going to be wasted just like this. arghh.