it sucks whenever i think that i have to go back to work tmr! i'm super tired and really dont have the mood to work AT ALL.

the first day of new year i did all the visiting and at night i went to the ktv with my cousins until 2am,then supper and i slept at 5am. the next day i woke up around 2, bummed around and fell asleep again at 5 until colin called me. so we went to a bar in marriott for a drink, then karaoke again until 2am and then went to melvin's house to play blackjack from 3 am to 12pm. NINE HOURS non stop. we didnt even have any toilet breaks. it's really addictive. haha. anyway i won money! =D

You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
As a token of love from you to me.

15 January 2006


October 2003

tonnes of photos!



i love this pic

the candles are very very (xbillion) hard to light up



seductive look from ludi





DQ ice cream! LOVE!

dont say i didnt help ok.

nice=)



look at hazel and my expressions!





hazel wanted me to take her butt. here it is.

HAHA

crazy girl

crazy girl 2







cute pic.

priceless

hazel can wait to eat the cake!

mag and her darling shawn



that's what friends are for

the bday girl



mag and alaric



only photo with all of us

Finally a whole day at home. I slept for 10hours and woke up at 2pm and took another 2hour nap at 4pm. Sleeping is such bliss! but now i'm worried that i cant get to sleep tonight and i'll be all sleepy and blurry at work tomorrow.

Yesterday was a memorable day for me. haha, time spent with my best friends are always the best! We know each other so well and we do the typical stuffs that we will do when we're together. (You all know what i mean!! The buying of sushi! i'm too embarrassed to say it out) I hope mag had a great time. I think she did la..we're such great company. And Ludi only started making noise at 12.30am, haha.

Happy 19th Birthday my DEAREST MAG. I LOVE YOU


I know i'm useless, should have controlled myself better.

if only i could turn back time. escape the present and go back to the past. if only..

i've been sleeping for less than 5 hours everyday. and i kinda like it. i like to busy, i hate to have too much time to think about silly stuffs. yesterday was kbox with ludi and meitheng plus dinner with hazel. the ride home with ludi was hilarious. i think we were the only two chinese in the bus after all the foreign workers boarded at little india. from an empty bus to a bus full of indians.

anyway work has been good too. my manager is a nice guy (though quite pervertic at times), sometimes he'll fetch me to work and drive me home, and he's a manager u know! high post, but no airs. and i feel bad, cos i kept bullying my co-worker, pushing all the work to him (he left the office at 5pm on sat!), but i dont think he has much programmes for himself anyway.....but he's really kind la.

because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learn to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust
not only me but everyone around me
because of you
i am afaid

The RE-countdown.

i wanted to post the new year eve photos, wanted to post photos of all the happy times in year 2005. but suddenly, all the excitement has gone, taken away i should say. i dont know how i feel now. i dont understand myself anymore. anyway i'm too tired to blog too, have been working since tuesday. i didnt know sitting in front of the computer the whole day makes one feels so tired too.

still, as requested by ms luo ziyan, here are the photos. personally i like the act "feng yun" photo and banana photo the most.

finally year 2006 has came. i think 2005 was a bad year for me, there were so many times when i felt that nothing was going right. but i guess it's through all these difficult times when i learn to grow up. i think i'm a much sensible girl now (really!).

anyway new year's eve was spent at esther's and zhenqiang's house with the usual 2harmony people. 5 years have passed since we first knew one another in 2001. as ziyan has said, 20 more years to "25 nian hou de yi ci ban ju hui" (chinese essay title set by our dearest zhuang meili laoshi). i won at mahjong! i'm good at it OK! but i think i lost in blackjack. we took many stupid photos and videos and played many lame (but EXCITING!) games. at zq's house, we read fhm, played ps and cards and chat about our wedding dinner - how many tables and who should be the emcee etc, oh ya, the guys and ziyan played basketball in the middle of the night as 3am while i just sat there and watched, i think they are crazy, haha! i think i was the first to fell asleep in the living room.