was supposed to get some stuffs done today, but some of my group members couldnt make it at the last minute, another overslept, etcetc, then i had to contact the others to tell them we can't meet today, and then i have to find a suitable date again. damn, it's hard being a leader, even if it's just for an event!

i'm going to watch the sg vs msia match later! i hope it doesn't rain, don't wanna irritate the rest with my whinings! hahahaha. i'm quite excited about it, though it's not really a big match, haven't been to watch a real soccer match before. some of u must be thinking "you know soccer? the only thing you know about soccer is david beckham!" yea yea...quite true, but i'm still going.

my cousin and i were compiling the songs to be played during another cousin's wedding. i went to search "wedding songs" on yahoo, and guess what, there are so many songs to be played during different parts of the wedding!! songs for the dinner reception, when they cut the cake, for the father-daughter dance (i think it doesnt happen over here), and even songs to play when the bride throw the bouquet of flower to the supposedly next bride-to-be! i hope i'll get the bouquet! hahaha i'm just kidding LA!! we're all very excited (half a year to go!) cos this is the first wedding from our generation in the family. the last wedding was my uncle's, which was 4 years ago, he already has a 1yr old son.

what do you do, how will you react if you realise what you believed for your whole life (ok..maybe a few years of your life) is actually all a facade/lie/your own imagination? also it might be real at first, but you know, things do change, people do change, so what do u do? Wake yourself up from the daydream? How many people can actually do that huh? Most people just continue deceiving themselves, others feel lost etc.. well, who knows what you and i will do.

i look forward to the day that it'll stop hurting anymore.

the weekend's fun! spent fri and sat night with the same group of people, but i still love it=) celebrated kailing's birthday today, it was first a very full dinner at fisherman's village, then all the way down to a bar where we opened a bottle. the bad thing is i've been drinking for the dont know how many consecutive week, i think it's really unhealthy! should put a stop to it. and all the late nights have made my complexion very bad again, anddd i woke up with a swollen eye today! damn bad. i think i should stay at home for the whole day tmr, been spending very little time with my family, when i come back from hall, i always go out, feel kinda bad for treating my home just like a hotel. actually sometimes i do miss home when im in hall. oh ya i brought my grandma to her checkup on friday morning. the needle was so big, it made my heart ache, my grandma is the strongest and loveliest lady on earth!

ok everybody, michelle is going to be a changed girl from now on! i'm going to be really hardworking, attend all lectures (and try not to fall asleep), and do all my tutorials. really, believe me k? will post up photos of saturday soon! crazy night it was, haha.

first week of school, but didnt attend many classes. only went for one seminar, and 2 lectures. they were all ultimate boring, i struggle to keep awake in class, especially the 3 and 4 hours seminar, how slowly time passes when i listen to the teacher speaking in a thai accent. went back home on wed. haha, what a first week of school!

sally transited here just now:) spent a few good hours with her shopping and eating and chatting. and she has this friend, whom i think is really clever. he talked about intellectual stuffs(i think). haha. we were in ben&jerry's when he place 2 identical plastic cups side by side on the table. and he asked me, "are these cups the same?". and obviously, i said yes of course. and he went on by saying.. "how do u interpret the word same? is it by their characteristics? or what? if so, you cant say they're the same because one is on the left, and the other on the right. and therefore, there's nothing which are the same in this world, as nothing, can occupy the same space." and.."ok now consider an apple on the tree, is it really the same apple like few months ago and now? few months ago it was green, now it's red, so is it the same, although they occupy the same space?" found it quite interesting though.

am real sleepy, off to bed.

it has been exactly one year,
maybe i should really do what i should do.

first entry in 2007! haha..well, spent new year's eve in esther's house, just like last year. had a sumptuous dinner (we ran away from the stingray) and played lame games + mahjong in esther's house. reached home around 7am and didnt get to sleep at all, went for tim sum with my family and then shopping! so i practically slept new year day away after that.


one year closer to "25 nian hou de yi ci ban ju hui". HAHA!

so...2006 wasn't that bad afterall, it was quite good, except for the beginning of the year, but it gradually got better. work was good, and schooling isn't that bad too. did a couple of things which i shouldn't in 2006, gotta make sure i dont repeat them again. AND AND, most importantly, gotta get my license this year! (i hope!!) cannot always make people ferry me around, hahaha. and to everybody i love, i love u! happy 2007!