post exams days arent as good as i expected. yea i do go out and have fun, but sometimes i just feel really weird. kinda lost and lonely. as if someone/something is missing. perhaps i just cant get use to slacking my days away (you must be thinking "isnt that what u always do?") nooo, i studied very hard during the exam period ok.

i think i need to really start thinking about my future! i have always wanted to be a gynae, but i gotta face the fact that the probability of me getting into medicines is like 0.001. i dont know what should i do already then.

i need to see someone very badly.

So here we stand
In our secret place
Where the sound of the crowd
Is so far away
You take my hand
And it feels like home
We both understand
It's where we belong

So how do I say
Do I say goodbye
We both have our dreams
We both wanna fly
So let's take tonight
To carry us through
The lonely times

I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I find my way back
To your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart

So let's take tonight
And never let go
While dancing we'll kiss
Like there's no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down
Like a diamond ring
I'll treasure this moment
Till we meet again

But no matter how far
Or where you may be
I just close my eyes
And you're in my dreams
And there you will be
Until we meet

why are there times like this when i feel so lonely?