study session with fion at orchard library today. okay, half of the time studying, 1/4 reading seventeens and 1/4 laughing at the guy who's sitting with us. he looks like pck's worker! the fatter 1. haha, it was so funny, he really look like him!! everytime he went away we'll assume he's going for his tau huay break. n the library is freezing cold.
saw a super disgusting guy at the train station today. firstly his hair is so yucky! it's shoulder length and he tied up the upper half into a bun, does he think he's yang guo or something? and the most irritating thing abt him is he abused his girlfriend la! they were quarrelling and he grabbed the girl's chin with so much force so the girl will be face to face with him. and he looked so so so fierce!! the girl was so small sized compare to him n he doesnt give a damn when she cried. oh my god. how come there's such ppl existing? i had to control the urge building inside me to step forward to slap him. haha.

dinner with the tennis ppl after training on fri. it was fun. imagine 12 of us into a neoprint machine. haha. the one the j2s took was much better, nice poses we had, haha.

school's half day today. actually not much difference anyway, i end quite early today. shd have half day ytd when i class end at 5.15 for me. these couples of weeks had been tiring, i'm still trying to catch up.. it sucks being a jc student.

watched shall we dance today. haha, amazing this movie is still showing yea? it seems so long ago already. anyway, i think it's a boring show, except towards the end. or maybe it's because i'm too tired that's y i fell asleep. right. i'm craving for ice cream.


quit playing games.

watched a moment to remember with ziyan yesterday. it's abt this girl who has alzheimer's disease and her husband coping with it, how deeply they are in love etc. ppl around me were crying, but ziyan n i were kinda laughing away. haha. i used to cry when watching such movies. but now i know, nah, there's no fairytale in this world. it seems fake to me.

school tmr, i told myself i'll work hard once cny hols r over. but i'm still here, still at page 8 of my carboxylic notes. there's chem test tmr. suck. i just cant settle down.

just now i carried a 15hr-old baby! my cute lil new born cousin. Little Keith.
haha ok i really wanna be a gynaecologist when i grow up.
it's time i study hard. REALLY. no more slacking around. havent passed any test since the beginning of this yr. i am so behind. i dont wanna be last in class.

cny was alright, same old routine every year. yea i'm not a lil kid anymore so cny is no big deal to me actually, only realised i am so old already. to say the truth, it kinda suck this yr. i ate too much. only the and paos are good. anyway, meeting ludi n mt tmr, hopefully it'll be a nice day yea.

tuesday. was a day with real confused n mixed feelings. oh man i havent felt like this for years. three years. at times i feel silly. but i cant help it alright. i am just tooo silly. HAHA.

this weekend was fun. and tiring at the same time. went to chinatown on friday night with et n co. haha i know we have nothing better to do. but this was the first time i went to chinatown during cny season. HAHA. nothing much to do there, just ate, squeezed, walk and took pictures.

yesterday was the most enjoyable night i actually had in months. bday surprise for hazel. all of us were there, and i simply love all my best friends. we could just talk and do so many stupid things together! imagine 4 of us cramming into a jacuzzi for 2 to chat. and all the rubbish talking at night when hazel kept yakkkking non stop. everything and everything, i love u darlings. start preparing n planning for my birthday now!

listening to a cd i burn at hazel's house. all the english sentimentals.. it brings back memories, somehow it makes me feel lonely, it makes my heart reaching out for u. but i'm not the weak childish immature and insecure girl i was anymore. at least, i think so.