had a good 11-hours slept. =) made up for my lost of sleep for the past two nights. finally, the exams had ended. i dont feel that exhilarated this time, i think it's because i didnt study that hard anyway. and i hope i can pass stats.

nothing much to do now, i suddenly feel soo free. all my friends are still having exams. i think i shall go to the bookstore and buy a couple of nice books to read, it's time i re-fuel my old passion! hahaha.

it's 7am now. if you are wondering what made me wake up so early, you're wrong. i havent sleep for the whole night! tried to go to bed at 6am after studying at smu overnight, but i just couldmt fall asleep. and the feeling really sucked. it made me feel very jittery. i shall STUDY now! arghhhhhh.

i just had the worst nightmare everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.=(((((

went shopping at vivocity with my cousin and sister yesterday. i behave like my exams are over! haha. the scenery of the sea and cruise and cable cars at night is really nice. and it reminded me of the last time i was on the cable car. i was happy, and it was memorable.

yay, one more paper to go. but then it's the STATS paper. arghh. worst subject among all. anyway, marketing was alright today, maybe cos i wore my lucky necklace to exam today! ahahaha. ziyan asked me why it is lucky, i told her it's cos i seldom wear it, though i see no link in why me seldom wearing it will allow it to bring me luck. HAHA. well well, i dont wear it often cos im afraid i'll lose it, just like what happened to my first valentine's day present.

dinner with hazel and ziyan after the exams. had our dinner at almost 9pm! poor students nowadays. went for nice bak kut teh and then ice creeeaaamm at icekimo. i love icecream! i think i can finish a whole tub!!

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again


yet another of the old nights.

the things we do together. study, eat, club, posing

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in the libary again

in hall

in the club with jinyuan

halloween!














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new york new york!








as you can see, i have nothing better to do to post so many photos, and then i realise i should be studying, so i shall not waste time to correct the screwed up captions.

tomorrow's the first day of exams, and also, today's the last day of A levels, which means that i have not taken any exams for exactly one yr already. (except for my basic theory, haha) i'm really having difficulty getting into the exam mood, and it's a whole new type of exams im having as this time, it's all open-book exams, and i dont really know how to study for it. moreover there aren't any tys for me to do! yea there are past yr papers, but there's no answers! and i have no idea how to answer those questions. so i dont know what i will do tmr. probably spending 3/4 of the time flipping through the 600+ pages textbook.

if only im still working=( just talked to my ex-colleague on the phone and the way he talks rubbish makes me laugh. it's not that i dont like studying, i enjoy uni, hall life, going for lessons(sometimes) etc, just that i dont like the stress that comes along with it, and how all my friends are so busy with schoolwork. during the 8months holiday, when everybody was working, i meet up with everybody all the time cos everybody is so free! (and everybody had spare cash).

and also, through my job, i get to talk to people from the different walks of life. especially young people around my age, who are not the typical sec sch-jc/poly-uni type of friends i have. a few of them are from ite, and you know, although they are not as educated as most people are, they actually have better moral values than some guys i see from uni, who sleep around etc. they treat their relationships, be it with their girlfriends or friends, seriously.

anothing thing, it's been really hard for me to fall asleep at night these days. i wonder if i've been thinking too much, and dreaming too much after that.

I've been cheated by you since I don't know when
So I've made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn?
I don't know how but I suddenly lose control
There's a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know,
My my, I could never let you go.

I've been angry and sad about the things that you do
I can't count all the times that I've told you we're through
And when you go, when you slam the door
I think you know that you won't be away too long
You know that I'm not that strong.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, even if I say
Bye bye, leave me now or never
mamma mia, it's a game we play
Bye bye doesn't mean forever

just watched the first episode of one of my favourite hongkong drama serial on tv. you know, the pilot show. have watched it twice already actually. haha. i realised i can watch a show many times if i like it. take my sassy girl for example, i think i've watched it six times already. i guess i'm like this, when i like something, i really like it, and i like it for a long time, and this applies to human too. it's good in a way, and bad in some ways.

just came back to hall. it's almost mid-week, but i feel that my week has just started! had a super long weekend, and didnt study at all cos i didnt bring any books back! hmm.

finally the end to a hectic week. 1 report, 1 quiz and 2 presentations. cant say i did superbly well for all, but i can say i did tried my best.
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ent to smu on wed, and the library is really nice! the buildings are nice too, kinda regret rejecting biz management there. well well, but their projects are really taxing, so i guess i should feel glad being in ntu. took many silly photos with hazel and mag and it was dinner at new york new york together with meitheng! the only thing's missing is the presence of our beloved ludi! i miss her!

ok exam's is in 2 weeks time n guess what? i havent even got my marketing textbook! that's bad. i should have more motivation.