stop all the "i'll always be there for you, i'll always care", i won't believe it anymore.
stop all the "sorry, -insert excuse-", i'm sick of hearing that.

went karaoke with ludi and meitheng on sat. 4 hours was definitely not enough because we used to sing 8hrs from 7pm to 3am and it still wasn't enough, how can 4 hours be enough? finally could spend some time with ludi, gotta spend some more time together before she's off to canada again:(

you know sometimes i really really dont understand myself. just when i thought i have finally gotten over it, i realised it actually isn't so; just when i thought i've finally found it, i realised it may not be the case. anddd i have no determination plus i'm quite fickle-minded. i dont do what i tell myself i should do. oh god please help me be a better person, help me do the right thing and help me get over the past, the past which i couldn't bring back anymore, no matter how hard ive tried.

yay tgif! work has been rather fine this week, had a 3 hr facial on monday so i practically did no work at all after lunch. and had lunch appointments for 2 days this week, which equals to company paying for nice lunch. hee. ok ok photos ahead!


somebody delivered raspberry meringue (already half eaten in that photo!) to my office and it was really really nice (i eat alot when i work!! very bad). but i think there were too much liquor in it as i felt kinda blurry and headache after eating it, really!! and sleepy too, that never fail to happen around 3-4pm.



my bright pink nails that i thought is nice and had many people commenting on it, some good and some bad. as you can see, the big spreadsheet on my table with alot of figures? that's what i see almost everyday, figures, and more figures.




photos from meitheng's 21st -





by the way, why is nobody leaving comments again?!=(

ws: you update less frequent than me please. pot calling the kettle black!

i'm so tired i can;t take it anymore! i think i've aged, in the past i could go sleepless for two nights! =(( karaoke plus overnight mahjong on friday, slept for 3 hours, then to my aunt's house for some preparation for my cousin's wedding (which is one month later, can't wait), slept for 10hrs and still gotta force myself to wake up at 12 this morning to go do my TOTS stuffs, which i had to be friendly and professional all the time, quite sucky and quite fun at the same time la, haha. reached home just in time for dinner and before i could finish my dinner, my aunt called to say my grandmother is ill. so my mum was very worried and we rushed down immediately. i hope my grandmother recovers soon. and did i mention i've gotten lousy results this sem? and there's work tmr!! how sad.