today's a really nice day, though i just reached home not long ago and i'm really tired. woke up early in the morning for smu interview followed by very quick lunch and very quick shopping, and then meeting my best friends at night. i love my best friends and i am gonna miss ludi tonnes and heaps.

anyway, photos from long ago. hazel's birthday on 3rd feb.

sometimes i feel that there's something missing in my life. it's not that i have a boring life, instead i'm usually busy, i hang out with my friends, i enjoy working, i go shopping, i read magazines, i do everything an 18yr-old does, but somehow, i just feel that i need something more, something which excites me, anything that will make my heart beat faster i guess.

the emptiness i feel within me at times is really overwhelming, i dont know when will it ever go away, but i know, not in the near future.

played tennis with ziyan and kailing today, and also my bro (hate to play with him). one hour was kinda short i think, but still, quite tiring! guess that's the consequence for not doing any exercise since my 2.4 run. oh ya we took a cab from katong to parkway (less than a 10mins walk) cos it was raining and guess how much it cost? $5.40! even more expensive than taking cab from dhoby ghaut to my house.

and i passed my basic theory today! (first time ok) all thanks to a colleague who took the test 3 times and can even write a ten-year-series for it. haha.. talking about TYS, studying seems so distant to me now. school will probably start in end-july, 3 more months to go. and one week passes so quickly..

this past week has been a really crazy one. cant believe i'm behaving like this. and to ziyan, for doing the ultimate insane thing with me today, thanks! i know u didnt cheat my money la, i'm really touched that you'll do such a silly thing with me. HAHA. but i'm still very depressed!!! or maybe disappointed i should say. you and kailing ought to give me more treats. p/s: not 20cents treats.

hmm, so i spent the long weekend going for movies and dinner with the usual people who i met for 4 consecutive weekends on friday, and shopping and dinner at geylang with kailing and ziyan today. but, half of the time i'm thinking about that insane thing and i think i'm really going crazy, over nothing. anyway i think we ate alot and i felt really guilty for eating so much so i suggested we'll play tennis next week instead of going out and spend money and EAT again. i'm not really sure i still know how to play tennis though. hahaha. guess i'll stay at home and rest tomorrow cos i'm really exhausted from all the late nights and early mornings.

few days ago my cousin asked me, what's my greatest regret in life. i pondered for a while, i thought of a few regrets i have, but to think of it, these regrets dont seem like such a big deal actually, so i dont really know if i have any "greatest regret".

my feet are very pain now! wore the wedges to work, then to a pub in millenia walk, then to bugis to meet the 2hm people, then play pool, then walked to the dessert shop for some desserts, and from bugis to geylang for supper! my poor feet! they are filled with blisters now. anyway, i see the 2hm people for 3 consecutive weekenda already, but still, we always had fun.


jasper at the back