tried to do my hw today, but i just couldnt settle down..
anyway, met up with my good old 2harmonians on sunday, though there's lesser people this time, but i still enjoyed myself the same. i just cant stand being with the boys, they are SO childish, my goodness, gonna be a j2 soon and their actions and stuff are still the same as it was in sec2. it's kinda embarrassing.. but still i like being with them, how contradicting..
school SUCKs.
Monday, December 27
Saturday, December 25
well, it's christmas again. i've nv like christmas. i dont think there's any big deal abt it anyway.. eve was just like another weekend, went to town, have dinner with my classmates at the new nydc outside hmv, it's a nice place though kinda warm.. den we watched meet the fockers, which is a very funny show.. and the only difference is, we had so much trouble walking to the bus stop.. i seriously dont understand, why singaporeans have nothing better to do, sprayign each other with the dunnoe wad i shd call it? those colourful things la u noe, and that 1 which looked like SNOW, it stinks and it's so sticky.. everyone was spraying everybody and i got so pissed! I just want to get to the bus stop. really, i have no life.. haha! but anyway i think it's childish and i wish i could tell them the phrase printed at the back of the t-shirt the waitresses at nydc were wearing - Get a life. stayed over at engteck's hse with the others and steamboat at meitheng's house later.
Monday, December 20
okie my blogger's FINALLY working.. lousy blogger.
met up with the 4cr ppl on fri. haha, everyones basically still the same, except for leeping, who's almost as tall as me now! i think he grew like 30cm in a yr man. my 4cr babes have all grown prettier too! wanching qingyun n kailing, gee.. went to eat the not very nice bbq at marina bay. we always end up at the same stupid restaurant.. i can say they're really good at attracting ppl to their place once we get out of the train station..
visited meitheng on saturday. we played UNO attack with his brother. haha, kids nowadays have such nice toys ok!! they have so many types of UNO alone. in our times it was only a card game, simply a card game..
sunday was my super duper loner shopping. hey i've learnt the art of shopping alone, and i enjoy it actually.. but going shopping alone is dangerous as i'll most probably end up spending too much.
met up with the 4cr ppl on fri. haha, everyones basically still the same, except for leeping, who's almost as tall as me now! i think he grew like 30cm in a yr man. my 4cr babes have all grown prettier too! wanching qingyun n kailing, gee.. went to eat the not very nice bbq at marina bay. we always end up at the same stupid restaurant.. i can say they're really good at attracting ppl to their place once we get out of the train station..
visited meitheng on saturday. we played UNO attack with his brother. haha, kids nowadays have such nice toys ok!! they have so many types of UNO alone. in our times it was only a card game, simply a card game..
sunday was my super duper loner shopping. hey i've learnt the art of shopping alone, and i enjoy it actually.. but going shopping alone is dangerous as i'll most probably end up spending too much.
Saturday, December 18
Sunday, December 12
met up with sam today together with mag.. havent seen her in ages!! ok, it's only 9mths. she's so pretty pretty now with her curled hair.. but still the same old sam i knew, ha. we've came to a conclusion today that singapore is really boring! real boring, super duper boring. we were in town and we had nothing to do? all we did was eat. the crowd was so horrible, like the whole world's in orchard. plss! it's only christmas, 2 weeks from christmas, is there a need for everyone to crowd there?? haha and the most funny part was we went to esprit, mag was looking at the make up at red earth and the person at the counter wanted to let her try a new eye shadow. yup and she did, though mag was kinda reluctant. the eye shadow was green and glittery. it was soo glittery she had the glitter powder all over her face. and she look the snake demon. hahaa the white n green snake demon yeaa.
it's really heart warming meeting and catching up with old friends.. a few little things happened these few weeks and i came to realise, the meaning of true friends. it's through little occassions that u realise who's really ur true friends huh.
it's really heart warming meeting and catching up with old friends.. a few little things happened these few weeks and i came to realise, the meaning of true friends. it's through little occassions that u realise who's really ur true friends huh.
Thursday, December 9
Tuesday, November 30
been a camp facilitator for pri sch kids these 2 days.. the kids are cute! some are naughty though.. and sure are energetic. kept wanting to play and play and run about. kept asking us to play catching when we're already soo tired. played lots of games which i played during pri sch with them. haha, reminds me of my childhood.. anyway, our group was the 1st runner up, i think we shd be the winner though, haha.. kids nowadays, are so childish, but yet in some ways they are actually quite mature. they know much more than we knew when we were their age.
this is the best cip i've done.. i signed up, only wanting to earn more cip hours, but it turned out much better than i expected. i've truly experience the happiness of helping someone.. i felt proud of myself when the teacher from the pri sch came to shook our hands and thank us. haha. and the kids, they're so cutee. little hazel hugged all of us before she went off.. there's another boy, raphael, who acted quite cool and aloof, msged us at night "i will treat u all one day". haha!! and there's another boy who called us and ask what we're doing now when he reached home.. i was actually on the verge of tears when the camp ended, esp when a small little boy went up the stage to say a thank you speech. okkk, i'm abit too emotional then la huh.
wanted to catch shutter after the camp but the tix were sold out everywhere. hmm i'm actually quite glad la, haha cos i'm a scaredy cat! i dun wanna watch horror show! esp this one which everyone says it's scary! i wanted bridget jones but they outnumbered me. anyway, we walked around taking photos with the nice christmas deco at orchard road. but u noe wad, i hate christmas. i do.
this is the best cip i've done.. i signed up, only wanting to earn more cip hours, but it turned out much better than i expected. i've truly experience the happiness of helping someone.. i felt proud of myself when the teacher from the pri sch came to shook our hands and thank us. haha. and the kids, they're so cutee. little hazel hugged all of us before she went off.. there's another boy, raphael, who acted quite cool and aloof, msged us at night "i will treat u all one day". haha!! and there's another boy who called us and ask what we're doing now when he reached home.. i was actually on the verge of tears when the camp ended, esp when a small little boy went up the stage to say a thank you speech. okkk, i'm abit too emotional then la huh.
wanted to catch shutter after the camp but the tix were sold out everywhere. hmm i'm actually quite glad la, haha cos i'm a scaredy cat! i dun wanna watch horror show! esp this one which everyone says it's scary! i wanted bridget jones but they outnumbered me. anyway, we walked around taking photos with the nice christmas deco at orchard road. but u noe wad, i hate christmas. i do.
Friday, November 26
oh i love this song soo much.
anyway, i think i'm cursed, everytime i go for training it'll rain.
slept at 6am and woke up at 8am and sleepwalked my way to sch and realise it's raining so heavily once i came out of the train station. training was cancelled. haha.
and yes tmr's the start of the week-long cip. i am so excited. can everybody feel my excitement?
sometimes, life doesnt seem the way u want it to be. or shd i say most of the time? this is the worst holiday i'm having, cos half of the time i'm thinking abt going back to sch when sch reopens and i dread it. i hate it i tell u. i hate the stupid school.
anyway, i think i'm cursed, everytime i go for training it'll rain.
slept at 6am and woke up at 8am and sleepwalked my way to sch and realise it's raining so heavily once i came out of the train station. training was cancelled. haha.
and yes tmr's the start of the week-long cip. i am so excited. can everybody feel my excitement?
sometimes, life doesnt seem the way u want it to be. or shd i say most of the time? this is the worst holiday i'm having, cos half of the time i'm thinking abt going back to sch when sch reopens and i dread it. i hate it i tell u. i hate the stupid school.
Thursday, November 25
Sunday, November 14
Monday, November 8
basically one week of the holiday have past and i have done nothing except enjoying myself! hehe. and OP is finally over, hurray!
anyway, chosan was back from thu to sun, the following is what we did from thu to sunday.
thu: steamboat for dinner, den we went to eat jelly beancurd near wilyson's hse followed by kbox until 3am.
fri: lunch at crstal jade palace, and it cost $264 for the 4 of us, me chosan joshua and kelvin. who eats lobster for lunch?? us. and we ate cold crab for dinnerr. went to the restaurant that me n hazel n ludi n mt went last yr i tthink, but it's all different now, they moved. yup so i went home early that night ard 12am..
sat: magggg dearie got into the finals of roxy jam! me n hazel went to watch and support her=) den me n hazel went to play pool and meridien and i won her, we played race to 4 and she had to do something sooo stupid. but she did it la, haha.. yup then 10 of us went shangri-la to have dinner.. the food was ok, but the service was lousy.. haha den many ppl were waiting for cab after that and this man got so frustrated he quarrelled with the bellboy. he said their service is lousy and he said they r the top hotel in singapore. but anyway, the hotel helped us call cab after the man complained, haha. so we went to cs's hse to watch vcd, i drank some heineken and i woke up feeling soo nauseous.
sun: went to katong for lunch. first we went to eat katong laksa and i couldnt even finish it cos i feel that yesterday shangri-la was still in my stomach.. okie they finished their laksa and they went nx door for bak kut teh.. i was the only one there watching them eat. haha! boys sure can eat alot, or is it only them??and wad's next, we went opposite to eat ampang yong tau foo. i didnt eat la, they did. hahahaa. chosan wanted chicken rice after that, but gotta rush to the airport already, haha..
yup, as u all can see, i was with them almost 24hrs for 4 days and 80% of our time was spent on eating. haha. time for gpf!
anyway, chosan was back from thu to sun, the following is what we did from thu to sunday.
thu: steamboat for dinner, den we went to eat jelly beancurd near wilyson's hse followed by kbox until 3am.
fri: lunch at crstal jade palace, and it cost $264 for the 4 of us, me chosan joshua and kelvin. who eats lobster for lunch?? us. and we ate cold crab for dinnerr. went to the restaurant that me n hazel n ludi n mt went last yr i tthink, but it's all different now, they moved. yup so i went home early that night ard 12am..
sat: magggg dearie got into the finals of roxy jam! me n hazel went to watch and support her=) den me n hazel went to play pool and meridien and i won her, we played race to 4 and she had to do something sooo stupid. but she did it la, haha.. yup then 10 of us went shangri-la to have dinner.. the food was ok, but the service was lousy.. haha den many ppl were waiting for cab after that and this man got so frustrated he quarrelled with the bellboy. he said their service is lousy and he said they r the top hotel in singapore. but anyway, the hotel helped us call cab after the man complained, haha. so we went to cs's hse to watch vcd, i drank some heineken and i woke up feeling soo nauseous.
sun: went to katong for lunch. first we went to eat katong laksa and i couldnt even finish it cos i feel that yesterday shangri-la was still in my stomach.. okie they finished their laksa and they went nx door for bak kut teh.. i was the only one there watching them eat. haha! boys sure can eat alot, or is it only them??and wad's next, we went opposite to eat ampang yong tau foo. i didnt eat la, they did. hahahaa. chosan wanted chicken rice after that, but gotta rush to the airport already, haha..
yup, as u all can see, i was with them almost 24hrs for 4 days and 80% of our time was spent on eating. haha. time for gpf!
Saturday, October 30
Thursday, October 21
pw really sucks, a waste of my preciouss time. did the oral presentation thing till 2+am last night so i couldnt wake up this morning. went to sch at 9+. and u noe what, the for the written report, everyone gets the same marks and this is sooo unfair! i am so pissed cos there's this arghhhh girl in my group who doesnt do anything???! n yes she almost screw up our OP today too cos the script she prepared was so lousy me n letitia had to tell her everything what she has to say. she's really getting on my nerves. and i exceeded the time limit given, i talked the longest in my class! couldnt believe it, i thought wad i had was very little.. but anyway, my friends said i talk and stand like i was filming an advertisement during the OP. hahaa, ok i noe i cant stand properly..
had detention on wed. well, it was a slackk detention which lasted for 20mins. i only moved a table with another girl and a chair from the classroom to the balcony. but still, it's so unfair that i had to go for detention cos i was only late for sch ONCE earlier this term. yes and other people in my class were late for so many times but nothing happens to them. i think it's all my ct's doings. yuckss. i just have tooo much negative things to say abt this sch.
okie. i am done with my complaining..by the way, i think i'm good at cross stitch. haha.
had detention on wed. well, it was a slackk detention which lasted for 20mins. i only moved a table with another girl and a chair from the classroom to the balcony. but still, it's so unfair that i had to go for detention cos i was only late for sch ONCE earlier this term. yes and other people in my class were late for so many times but nothing happens to them. i think it's all my ct's doings. yuckss. i just have tooo much negative things to say abt this sch.
okie. i am done with my complaining..by the way, i think i'm good at cross stitch. haha.
Monday, October 18
just when is the holidays coming???!
i simply hate waking up early to drag my feet to school now. it werent that bad before the exams, but now, i just wanna be free! lectures whole day longg and it's so b-o-ringg. and it's worse without david's entertainment! his stupid jokes and all. but i truly admire his courage to make the decision to go to poly now. we were all so sad today cos it's his last day here. i am thankful though, that god has given me wonderful classmates. school will really suckk without them. but i'm still eagerly looking forward to the day i graduate and leave this school. yes.
n i've got a big fat F for maths. kinda expected it, but still, i'm disappointed of course. but i have no right to be disappointed cos in the first place i didnt put it much effort for maths.. other subjects are still ok, at least all above 50.
i wish my life's more colourful..
i simply hate waking up early to drag my feet to school now. it werent that bad before the exams, but now, i just wanna be free! lectures whole day longg and it's so b-o-ringg. and it's worse without david's entertainment! his stupid jokes and all. but i truly admire his courage to make the decision to go to poly now. we were all so sad today cos it's his last day here. i am thankful though, that god has given me wonderful classmates. school will really suckk without them. but i'm still eagerly looking forward to the day i graduate and leave this school. yes.
n i've got a big fat F for maths. kinda expected it, but still, i'm disappointed of course. but i have no right to be disappointed cos in the first place i didnt put it much effort for maths.. other subjects are still ok, at least all above 50.
i wish my life's more colourful..
Wednesday, October 13
Sunday, October 10
i'm having a hangover nowwww. my head hurts.
haha, everyone knows i cant drink la huh, hooch makes me drunk.
and i drank some dunnoe what drink, i forgot its name, which contains 8.4% alcohol last night, horrible..
anyway, finally the exams are over! hopefully i can get promoted, should be can la, haha.. stayed out with my classmates for the whole night on wed. i've been losing too much sleep! i'm getting pimples already.
haha, everyone knows i cant drink la huh, hooch makes me drunk.
and i drank some dunnoe what drink, i forgot its name, which contains 8.4% alcohol last night, horrible..
anyway, finally the exams are over! hopefully i can get promoted, should be can la, haha.. stayed out with my classmates for the whole night on wed. i've been losing too much sleep! i'm getting pimples already.
Wednesday, October 6
Wednesday, September 29
Friday, September 24
Sunday, September 19
ok it's almost 1 hr after my birthday..
i enjoyed my birthday lotssss. hehe, i'm a happy girl.
received flowers n presents from my classmates yesterday, and they bought me a birthday cake, yes, i have such sweeeet classmates=D n i love the flowers they gave me..
yup n i went out with all best friends todayyy. ludi mag hazel n meitheng, they made my birthday so special n enjoyable. i love themmm. love the cake they bought me more though, haha! my favourite nydc cake!!!! dinner at fish n co was yummmmy, we cheated the ppl there of a plate of calamari, hahaaa. n i think we're the noisiest n loudest table there. n the super AA n funny happy birthday song hazel sang.. like the presents they gave me too n i'm still waiting excitedly to receive mag's hand-made present for me!!!(better dun forget abt it magggie) and i had to rush home before twelve cos my family was waiting for me to cut my birthday cake at home.. haha, i'm so stuffed with birthday cakes, had 3 birthday cakes.
lastly, even though we're miles apart (a $1600 air ticket apart!), my dearesttt didnt fail to make my birthday special this yr like he did every year.. the sweet creative things he did moved me to tears so easily..
i was actually kinda worried everyone would forget abt my birthday at it's nearing the promos n everyone will be busy mugging. but how wrong i was.. though some really did forget. haha, but i'm thankful n contended enough. yes and i'm finally 17. 1 more yr to 18 n i can buy alcohol n go clubbing n drive (yeah mag? remember we'll visit mustafa centre at the middle of the night when we can drive k?)!! i cant wait..
the only regretful thing was no one brought camera today!! argh, only could take a few photos n video clips with our phones..
rochers n flowersss.
haha, my breadtalk cake of the month my classmates boughts. one part of it was smashed due to eng teck's carelessness!
yummmmmm. i love nydc cakes.
birthday cake with my family.
had trouble blowing 17 candles, haha. mag at the background..
fish n co ppl r so sweeet even though we cheated them calamari. haha, gave me sparkles when they brought the cake out..
i love flowers..
i enjoyed my birthday lotssss. hehe, i'm a happy girl.
received flowers n presents from my classmates yesterday, and they bought me a birthday cake, yes, i have such sweeeet classmates=D n i love the flowers they gave me..
yup n i went out with all best friends todayyy. ludi mag hazel n meitheng, they made my birthday so special n enjoyable. i love themmm. love the cake they bought me more though, haha! my favourite nydc cake!!!! dinner at fish n co was yummmmy, we cheated the ppl there of a plate of calamari, hahaaa. n i think we're the noisiest n loudest table there. n the super AA n funny happy birthday song hazel sang.. like the presents they gave me too n i'm still waiting excitedly to receive mag's hand-made present for me!!!(better dun forget abt it magggie) and i had to rush home before twelve cos my family was waiting for me to cut my birthday cake at home.. haha, i'm so stuffed with birthday cakes, had 3 birthday cakes.
lastly, even though we're miles apart (a $1600 air ticket apart!), my dearesttt didnt fail to make my birthday special this yr like he did every year.. the sweet creative things he did moved me to tears so easily..
i was actually kinda worried everyone would forget abt my birthday at it's nearing the promos n everyone will be busy mugging. but how wrong i was.. though some really did forget. haha, but i'm thankful n contended enough. yes and i'm finally 17. 1 more yr to 18 n i can buy alcohol n go clubbing n drive (yeah mag? remember we'll visit mustafa centre at the middle of the night when we can drive k?)!! i cant wait..
the only regretful thing was no one brought camera today!! argh, only could take a few photos n video clips with our phones..
rochers n flowersss.
haha, my breadtalk cake of the month my classmates boughts. one part of it was smashed due to eng teck's carelessness!
yummmmmm. i love nydc cakes.
birthday cake with my family.
had trouble blowing 17 candles, haha. mag at the background..
fish n co ppl r so sweeet even though we cheated them calamari. haha, gave me sparkles when they brought the cake out..
i love flowers..
Monday, September 13
Thursday, September 9
Friday, September 3
Wednesday, September 1
Sunday, August 29
Thursday, August 26
the weather's like dunnoe wad these few days, one day it's so hot n humid, the next day it rained so heavily. rained during training yest n today the weather's soooo hot. made me felt really frustrated cos i was tired after pe the whole day. n today's such a long day, n there's econs test tmr!!! eekss.
anyway decided to pon sch on tue n go back to cchs. yeppie! i miss my sec sch n i hate my jc, esp the teachers here, yucks, most of them dun deserve the teachers' day.
anyway decided to pon sch on tue n go back to cchs. yeppie! i miss my sec sch n i hate my jc, esp the teachers here, yucks, most of them dun deserve the teachers' day.
Thursday, August 19
Saturday, August 14
Friday, August 13
alright i'm in such a super good mood now. yoohoo.
hahaa. firstly, it's weekends again! though i only went to sch 2 days these week, haha. n there's no training tmr=D
n i found me most beloved lullaby song!! so cute, i miss that song n it took me yrs to find it n wilyson found it for me=)
who would have thought it's a SMURF song. smurf- the blue creature cartoon yar?
sch was alright today, but i think i screwed up my chem SPA. u noe wad, i poured too much HCl into the burrette to rinse it,n in the end i had to approach the examiner for more HCl. n she said "i have no more HCl, y? u drank up urs?" i think she's joking, but eeks, that's so rude. ha.
n another thing, my CT only gave me a GOOD for conduct on my progress slip. excuse me? i had EXCELLENT for conduct for my whole life can, teachers just love me. haha. except for her. she suckkk. she gave everybody V GOOD, except for me n a couple of others i guess. but who cares, i dun care wad she thinks man, n i'll nv let this spoil my mood. it's a trivial matter anyway. haha..
i think there are some problems with the teachers in my sch. not all, but i guess almost all, esp my ct. nvmmm, a few more mths to go n i'm out of this sch..
hahaa. firstly, it's weekends again! though i only went to sch 2 days these week, haha. n there's no training tmr=D
n i found me most beloved lullaby song!! so cute, i miss that song n it took me yrs to find it n wilyson found it for me=)
who would have thought it's a SMURF song. smurf- the blue creature cartoon yar?
sch was alright today, but i think i screwed up my chem SPA. u noe wad, i poured too much HCl into the burrette to rinse it,n in the end i had to approach the examiner for more HCl. n she said "i have no more HCl, y? u drank up urs?" i think she's joking, but eeks, that's so rude. ha.
n another thing, my CT only gave me a GOOD for conduct on my progress slip. excuse me? i had EXCELLENT for conduct for my whole life can, teachers just love me. haha. except for her. she suckkk. she gave everybody V GOOD, except for me n a couple of others i guess. but who cares, i dun care wad she thinks man, n i'll nv let this spoil my mood. it's a trivial matter anyway. haha..
i think there are some problems with the teachers in my sch. not all, but i guess almost all, esp my ct. nvmmm, a few more mths to go n i'm out of this sch..
Thursday, August 12
added photos to my blog=)
i shall add more next time.
just read ziyan's blog, n i'm tearing. i really miss those times, if only we could really turn back time..
i wonder, when will the 4 of us come together again, it seems quite impossible for the moment, it might happen, but we'll have to wait..
ok i shall not say things which makes me tear anymore.
i'm running a fever now, i feel as if i had heatstroke(?!) after training today, perhaps it's cos i haven gone for training for a couple of weeks.. feel real terrible..i'm going to bed..
i shall add more next time.
just read ziyan's blog, n i'm tearing. i really miss those times, if only we could really turn back time..
i wonder, when will the 4 of us come together again, it seems quite impossible for the moment, it might happen, but we'll have to wait..
ok i shall not say things which makes me tear anymore.
i'm running a fever now, i feel as if i had heatstroke(?!) after training today, perhaps it's cos i haven gone for training for a couple of weeks.. feel real terrible..i'm going to bed..
Monday, August 9
hahass, this new layout is still halfway done, lazy to do it..
just came home with two blisters on my foot! pain.. i shall not wear heels out anymore!
anyway went to watch fireworks with 2hm darlings just now.
the fireworks were beautiful, but the crowd was so scary,
didnt noe singaporeans all have nothing to do except watching fireworks on a sunday night, ha..
went to lau pasar for supper after that..
okkk, finally, after 3 yrs, the 2hm boys have finally grown up.
i was so surprised k, they didnt complain when they waited for us for so long, yea n they've became gentlemen!
cos the food centre was so crowded, den we only found 1 empty table, so they cheonged for it la, i thought that was quite normal of them,
but guess wad, they asked us to sit down first.
finally they have learnt to respect us girls! though it too rather long, haha..
2 days of the long weekend have passed, n i haven done anything yet! wakieeee.
just came home with two blisters on my foot! pain.. i shall not wear heels out anymore!
anyway went to watch fireworks with 2hm darlings just now.
the fireworks were beautiful, but the crowd was so scary,
didnt noe singaporeans all have nothing to do except watching fireworks on a sunday night, ha..
went to lau pasar for supper after that..
okkk, finally, after 3 yrs, the 2hm boys have finally grown up.
i was so surprised k, they didnt complain when they waited for us for so long, yea n they've became gentlemen!
cos the food centre was so crowded, den we only found 1 empty table, so they cheonged for it la, i thought that was quite normal of them,
but guess wad, they asked us to sit down first.
finally they have learnt to respect us girls! though it too rather long, haha..
2 days of the long weekend have passed, n i haven done anything yet! wakieeee.
Saturday, August 7
Wednesday, August 4
Sunday, August 1
Wednesday, July 28
my classmates say i have a perfect life, when i argued i dun, they sayid, near to perfect.
i dunnoe wad made them think so, but i think my life is farrr from perfect. i'm neither pretty nor clever.
maybe it's cos i'm always smiling n cracking up jokes n doing silly things.
i'm a happy-go-lucky girl, even when i'm feeling down, i seldom display it out..okie, somethimes i do, but most of the time i do not.
i choose to be happy..
anyway, i'm in high spirits for the past couple of days.
oh i dunnoe wad's the exact reason for my good mood,
but i think it's bcos of him, my darling prince charming.
he made me realise, love is not only abt being together everyday, it's much more than that.
Love is not only mutual attraction, but also mutual trust, and the connection n bond between the couple.
Love is not the buying of expensive gifts, it's the small little thoughts that can create a wonderful effect and the effort to make one happy.
Love is you.
Sunshine that brighten my dark sky and fill up life.
Life with sunshine is, perfect.
i dunnoe wad made them think so, but i think my life is farrr from perfect. i'm neither pretty nor clever.
maybe it's cos i'm always smiling n cracking up jokes n doing silly things.
i'm a happy-go-lucky girl, even when i'm feeling down, i seldom display it out..okie, somethimes i do, but most of the time i do not.
i choose to be happy..
anyway, i'm in high spirits for the past couple of days.
oh i dunnoe wad's the exact reason for my good mood,
but i think it's bcos of him, my darling prince charming.
he made me realise, love is not only abt being together everyday, it's much more than that.
Love is not only mutual attraction, but also mutual trust, and the connection n bond between the couple.
Love is not the buying of expensive gifts, it's the small little thoughts that can create a wonderful effect and the effort to make one happy.
Love is you.
Sunshine that brighten my dark sky and fill up life.
Life with sunshine is, perfect.
Sunday, July 25
went to city harvest church today..
i'm really surprised by how big is the church, n all the facilities there r like..so..how to say? sophisicated?
especially the auditorium, it's even more grand den a mediacorp studio.haha.
went there with david n engteck cos david say there this hot dog n ice cream party today..haha.
the service was, boring.. i wasnt that into christianity.
however there's this so cute security guard there.. haha n the security guards there dun dress in those uniform, they dress in suits. but he isnt really a security guard la, he's just one of the members there who's on duty as security guard.
sch tmr again.. i hate sch..so much work to do.
i'm really surprised by how big is the church, n all the facilities there r like..so..how to say? sophisicated?
especially the auditorium, it's even more grand den a mediacorp studio.haha.
went there with david n engteck cos david say there this hot dog n ice cream party today..haha.
the service was, boring.. i wasnt that into christianity.
however there's this so cute security guard there.. haha n the security guards there dun dress in those uniform, they dress in suits. but he isnt really a security guard la, he's just one of the members there who's on duty as security guard.
sch tmr again.. i hate sch..so much work to do.
Saturday, July 24
alright, one week passed so quickly..
had been a long week, so tired.
just came back, went out with jiemei n co. actually didnt wanna go, but waisi said many ppl's there..so i went out at 8+, 4 hrs n i'm back..
anywayyy, i'm going to donate blood.
i'm really scared la, but all my classmates r donating, so yeah, i have no choice.. the needle is so biggg. i'll faint before donating.
had been a long week, so tired.
just came back, went out with jiemei n co. actually didnt wanna go, but waisi said many ppl's there..so i went out at 8+, 4 hrs n i'm back..
anywayyy, i'm going to donate blood.
i'm really scared la, but all my classmates r donating, so yeah, i have no choice.. the needle is so biggg. i'll faint before donating.
Friday, July 16
i've just done lots of research for my pw!
yeah, so happy with myself, i'm working hard, haha..
nahhhss, just some last minute work cos the file is due on mon n we gotta hand in the learning checklist thing tmr..dunnoe wad to write for it, but i wrote lots to play safe, hee.
moreover our pw file has sooooo little papers inside compared with other groups.
anyway, have gotten back all my papers. i'm disgusted with the results,
but den, no use crying over spilt milk, i'm really gonna work hard to promos,
serious!!
n u noe wad, promos is less than 3mths away, can u believe it..
n i have so much work to be done during the weekends, i guess our workload is gonna get heavier n classes more intense, i really dread this..
yeah, so happy with myself, i'm working hard, haha..
nahhhss, just some last minute work cos the file is due on mon n we gotta hand in the learning checklist thing tmr..dunnoe wad to write for it, but i wrote lots to play safe, hee.
moreover our pw file has sooooo little papers inside compared with other groups.
anyway, have gotten back all my papers. i'm disgusted with the results,
but den, no use crying over spilt milk, i'm really gonna work hard to promos,
serious!!
n u noe wad, promos is less than 3mths away, can u believe it..
n i have so much work to be done during the weekends, i guess our workload is gonna get heavier n classes more intense, i really dread this..
Tuesday, July 13
lalalaaa. come believe i'm so bored till i'm doing this now..
1. Birthdate?
18 sept 87.
2. From what school?
marymount convent. chung cheng high main. sajc.
3. Where would you wanna go right now?
leave the sch i'm in now n study abroad.
4. What is ur wish rite now?
refer to q3.
5. When did you last cry?
yesterday?
6. Do you like your handwriting?
yea of cos..i have nice handwriting man..
7. Any bad habits?
ok..everyone knows i'm a late queen! hahaa. i'll change, really..
8. What is your most embarrassing moment?
dunhav la.. i'm always composed n calm.
9. What would u change about u?
please make me smarter, n have more determination.
10. Are you a daredevil?
no!!! i'm real timid.
11. who inspires you to live?
my grandma.
12.Do looks matter?
yea, frankly speaking, of cos it does, but it's not everything..
13. Do you believe in ghosts?
stop scaring me.
14. How many piercings do you have?
5, but 3 of them r permanantly occupied with ear sticks..
15. Are you trendy?
average lo..
16. How do you release anger?
eat ice cream la, it'll make everything wonderful..
17. Where is your second home?
i dunnoe, but it's definitely not the school..
18.What were your favorite toy(s) as a child?
barbie dolls of cos, i still have the urge to buy them now..
19. Favorite subject/sports?
chem/tennis,swimming
20. When is ur best moment(s) of your life?
the times in cchs..
21. Favorite dessert?
ICE CREAMM.
22.ABS-CBN or GMA?
haha, yea as if i noe wad's that..
23. favorite bands?
atomic kitten
24. What do you look for in a guy/girl?
his love for me of cos..
25. What is your nickname?
tai tai..but i'm not laa!
26. Would you bungee?
i said i was timid..
27. What do you wear when u sleep?
pyjamas la..
28. What do u worry about right now?
results..
29. Did u ever go on a diet?
hahaa, no.
32. who's ur crush in showbiz?
david beckham..since like p5?
33. What's your favorite color combination?
i like purple n pink.
34. favorite ice cream flavour
yeahhhh. ice creammmm. i love all flavours.
35. favorite animal?
dun really like animals. but some dogs r so cute..
36. Are you in love now?
yes.
37. what will be ur wedding song?
eternal flame..aww. so sweet.
38. greatest regret?
y did i get twice the pts i'm supposed to get for Os? i shd get 6.
39. kyla or nina?
or tina?
40. Motto in life?
dunnoe la..no motto..
41.one nyt stand or long term relationship?
long term.
42. future profession?
i'm gonna be such a successful gynaecologist who owns a huge tulip garden..
43. what is the perfect date?
every date with the one u love is perfect..
44. What would u like for your birthday?
loads n tonnes of presents n cakes.
45. What will be your resolution?
i gotta study everyday!!
46. What is/are ur best asset/s?
nah, nothing..
47. Are u a better listener or a better adviser?
listener.. i think i'm too childish to advise.
48. message to your enemy /enemies?
sweet girls like me will not have enemies..
1. Birthdate?
18 sept 87.
2. From what school?
marymount convent. chung cheng high main. sajc.
3. Where would you wanna go right now?
leave the sch i'm in now n study abroad.
4. What is ur wish rite now?
refer to q3.
5. When did you last cry?
yesterday?
6. Do you like your handwriting?
yea of cos..i have nice handwriting man..
7. Any bad habits?
ok..everyone knows i'm a late queen! hahaa. i'll change, really..
8. What is your most embarrassing moment?
dunhav la.. i'm always composed n calm.
9. What would u change about u?
please make me smarter, n have more determination.
10. Are you a daredevil?
no!!! i'm real timid.
11. who inspires you to live?
my grandma.
12.Do looks matter?
yea, frankly speaking, of cos it does, but it's not everything..
13. Do you believe in ghosts?
stop scaring me.
14. How many piercings do you have?
5, but 3 of them r permanantly occupied with ear sticks..
15. Are you trendy?
average lo..
16. How do you release anger?
eat ice cream la, it'll make everything wonderful..
17. Where is your second home?
i dunnoe, but it's definitely not the school..
18.What were your favorite toy(s) as a child?
barbie dolls of cos, i still have the urge to buy them now..
19. Favorite subject/sports?
chem/tennis,swimming
20. When is ur best moment(s) of your life?
the times in cchs..
21. Favorite dessert?
ICE CREAMM.
22.ABS-CBN or GMA?
haha, yea as if i noe wad's that..
23. favorite bands?
atomic kitten
24. What do you look for in a guy/girl?
his love for me of cos..
25. What is your nickname?
tai tai..but i'm not laa!
26. Would you bungee?
i said i was timid..
27. What do you wear when u sleep?
pyjamas la..
28. What do u worry about right now?
results..
29. Did u ever go on a diet?
hahaa, no.
32. who's ur crush in showbiz?
david beckham..since like p5?
33. What's your favorite color combination?
i like purple n pink.
34. favorite ice cream flavour
yeahhhh. ice creammmm. i love all flavours.
35. favorite animal?
dun really like animals. but some dogs r so cute..
36. Are you in love now?
yes.
37. what will be ur wedding song?
eternal flame..aww. so sweet.
38. greatest regret?
y did i get twice the pts i'm supposed to get for Os? i shd get 6.
39. kyla or nina?
or tina?
40. Motto in life?
dunnoe la..no motto..
41.one nyt stand or long term relationship?
long term.
42. future profession?
i'm gonna be such a successful gynaecologist who owns a huge tulip garden..
43. what is the perfect date?
every date with the one u love is perfect..
44. What would u like for your birthday?
loads n tonnes of presents n cakes.
45. What will be your resolution?
i gotta study everyday!!
46. What is/are ur best asset/s?
nah, nothing..
47. Are u a better listener or a better adviser?
listener.. i think i'm too childish to advise.
48. message to your enemy /enemies?
sweet girls like me will not have enemies..
Saturday, July 10
i'm so so so very angry now!
the idiotic brother of mine used my racket without my permission n he spoil it!!
i dunnoe how the hell he play, he can actually DEFACE my racket.
my whole racket is out of shape now. arghhhh.
n the worse thing is he kept it his his bag for so long,
until today then i discover it just before i went for training.
yeah n he still got the guts to deny, i almost gave him a slap.
went to sch for training, reached there and i realised training's cancelled cos of the rain. went home.
travelled for 1.5 hr for nothing.
i'm feeling so pissed.
lucky i'm going out later with wc n cheryl.
another second at home with my bro may result in something like world warIII.
the idiotic brother of mine used my racket without my permission n he spoil it!!
i dunnoe how the hell he play, he can actually DEFACE my racket.
my whole racket is out of shape now. arghhhh.
n the worse thing is he kept it his his bag for so long,
until today then i discover it just before i went for training.
yeah n he still got the guts to deny, i almost gave him a slap.
went to sch for training, reached there and i realised training's cancelled cos of the rain. went home.
travelled for 1.5 hr for nothing.
i'm feeling so pissed.
lucky i'm going out later with wc n cheryl.
another second at home with my bro may result in something like world warIII.
Thursday, July 8
alright, i've changed a new layout, but i think everything is still more or less the same thing.
still lots of pink n the links and all r still the same.
didnt really love this layout(i love the previous one),
but i thought it's time for a change.
furthermore i've got nothing to do now. haha.
got back my maths today. fail by 1 mark.
ONE mark!!
but den i'm actually quite happy, i thought i'm sure to get an F.
i'm definitely not looking forward to getting back other papers.
just finished reading a book just now=)
realised i haven been reading for a long time,
used to read alot in..pri sch?
tmr's college day, i'm not excited or wad abt it at all,
the only fun part is that i can wake up later. yeahh.
still lots of pink n the links and all r still the same.
didnt really love this layout(i love the previous one),
but i thought it's time for a change.
furthermore i've got nothing to do now. haha.
got back my maths today. fail by 1 mark.
ONE mark!!
but den i'm actually quite happy, i thought i'm sure to get an F.
i'm definitely not looking forward to getting back other papers.
just finished reading a book just now=)
realised i haven been reading for a long time,
used to read alot in..pri sch?
tmr's college day, i'm not excited or wad abt it at all,
the only fun part is that i can wake up later. yeahh.
Monday, July 5
alright, just came home by cab n the fare was 6 bucks. i expected only $3 okie! hahas. anyway, came back from zhen qiang's hse. went there to watch soccer, okkk, i admit i slept throughout the first half, but i did watch the second half cos it's quite exciting, n i was praying portugal will win!=( anyway, i went back to sleep immeditately after the match. hahaa. finally someone's pig-ier den sookmei. she's normally the sleeping queen among the 2hm girls.
i slept so much cos i was so tired after going to sentosa in the afternoon. firstly i slept at 3am the night b4, n i woke up at 10.30 when we're supposed to meet at 11 at harbour front, n i was 45mins late. yea, so we reached sentosa n stupid tony kept giving the wrong directions to the beach n made us walk so much k! anyway, it started raining 30mins after we reached the beach. argh. but the rain stopped soon, haha. den we started playing vball against tony's class. n of cos we won them la, 2hm rocks u see.. oh n we also compete who built the tallest sand castle, n needless for me to say, we won.
oh den we sun-tanned. but den not much difference on me la, i applied so much of zong rong's suntan lotion but still no effect. ok, den we went for dinner n play pool at parkway. hey i won ziyan ok. the score was 5-3!!! n it's NOT cos i'm tyco. admit defeat ziyaN!! yea den we went to zq's hse.
i'm so sleepy now, but meeting glenda zibin they all in ard 2hrs time.. n still gotta go for bbq tonight. lucky tmr's a holiday for me!! yeappie=D ok..i shall go get as much sleep as i can now.
i slept so much cos i was so tired after going to sentosa in the afternoon. firstly i slept at 3am the night b4, n i woke up at 10.30 when we're supposed to meet at 11 at harbour front, n i was 45mins late. yea, so we reached sentosa n stupid tony kept giving the wrong directions to the beach n made us walk so much k! anyway, it started raining 30mins after we reached the beach. argh. but the rain stopped soon, haha. den we started playing vball against tony's class. n of cos we won them la, 2hm rocks u see.. oh n we also compete who built the tallest sand castle, n needless for me to say, we won.
oh den we sun-tanned. but den not much difference on me la, i applied so much of zong rong's suntan lotion but still no effect. ok, den we went for dinner n play pool at parkway. hey i won ziyan ok. the score was 5-3!!! n it's NOT cos i'm tyco. admit defeat ziyaN!! yea den we went to zq's hse.
i'm so sleepy now, but meeting glenda zibin they all in ard 2hrs time.. n still gotta go for bbq tonight. lucky tmr's a holiday for me!! yeappie=D ok..i shall go get as much sleep as i can now.
Thursday, July 1
finally the end of all the papers, except for SPA.
i think i'll probably fail every subject, cant finish doing every paper. argh.
anyway, it's already over. haha.
n i haven start revising anything abt my chem SPA tmr.
oh n my class is chosen to go for some youth day festival performance on saturdaY!! i hate the sch. they always take our class as some kind of experimental class, just because we're the lousiest class in the s6 combi?! they changed ALL our teachers to new teachers. everybody knows how inexperienced new teachers are, and they cant teach. Now they want us to go to national stadium from 3 to 7+ on a saturday! damn, my weekend is not going to be wasted just like this. arghh.
i think i'll probably fail every subject, cant finish doing every paper. argh.
anyway, it's already over. haha.
n i haven start revising anything abt my chem SPA tmr.
oh n my class is chosen to go for some youth day festival performance on saturdaY!! i hate the sch. they always take our class as some kind of experimental class, just because we're the lousiest class in the s6 combi?! they changed ALL our teachers to new teachers. everybody knows how inexperienced new teachers are, and they cant teach. Now they want us to go to national stadium from 3 to 7+ on a saturday! damn, my weekend is not going to be wasted just like this. arghh.
Saturday, June 26
dun understand y doesnt the image shows! argh.
it's a drawing by ludi, we went studying yesterday n she drew all 5 of us. very cute, n it really do look like us. haha.
we went studying yest at amk library.
reminds me of the times in sec1, when the both of us frequently went to the library together.
yea, i was really very good n guai in sec1, hoho..
but i'm still very guai now of cos.
staying at home to study today,
but i'm starting to get bored n restless.
i cant go on like this anymore! i'm studying, but dunnoe y, at a very slow rate..
i'm really super scared already..
only finished chem. hope i can finish econs today,
though i noe it's kinda impossible, hai=(
it's a drawing by ludi, we went studying yesterday n she drew all 5 of us. very cute, n it really do look like us. haha.
we went studying yest at amk library.
reminds me of the times in sec1, when the both of us frequently went to the library together.
yea, i was really very good n guai in sec1, hoho..
but i'm still very guai now of cos.
staying at home to study today,
but i'm starting to get bored n restless.
i cant go on like this anymore! i'm studying, but dunnoe y, at a very slow rate..
i'm really super scared already..
only finished chem. hope i can finish econs today,
though i noe it's kinda impossible, hai=(
Thursday, June 24
Wednesday, June 23
how time flies.
it's now the last week of the hols.
n i'm still struggling with my revision.
i gotta work extra hard already. sighs.
prince charming went back yesterday.
how come 3 weeks past so quickly?
why must i be back to this hateful n cruel world?
studying n studying, going to sch everyday,
i hate this life.
i wanna get over with the remaining 1.5yr of jc QUICKLY.
feeling so lost and hollow now,
but den, it's a familiar feeling to me already.
the only thing that will cheer me up is the thought of meeting up with my besties tmr.
i miss them lots, n they'll make me happy.
it's now the last week of the hols.
n i'm still struggling with my revision.
i gotta work extra hard already. sighs.
prince charming went back yesterday.
how come 3 weeks past so quickly?
why must i be back to this hateful n cruel world?
studying n studying, going to sch everyday,
i hate this life.
i wanna get over with the remaining 1.5yr of jc QUICKLY.
feeling so lost and hollow now,
but den, it's a familiar feeling to me already.
the only thing that will cheer me up is the thought of meeting up with my besties tmr.
i miss them lots, n they'll make me happy.
Saturday, June 19
met up for project work today.
at first we were still kinda unsure about our focus. yeah, until now we're still un-clear abt our focus. guess we're the worst grp in the class.
haha, but nvm, we still managed to came up with the interview n survery questions,
at least there's progress=)
went to meet wilyson n joshua after that.
n we saw ziyan at the restaurant when we went for dinner.
at first i was thinking wad is she doing with 2 pretty girls man,
haha. thought she was flirting,
but actually one is her sis, n the other one her sis's friend.
den me n ziyan bought ice cream after dinner.
yummm. i love ice cream. n the ice cream's really nice,
silly ziyan thought her ice cream has turned bad
cos she chose mango flavour n it tasted really sour.
but den, not all mangoes r sweet isnt it?
but greedy ziyan bought another ice cream with wilyson later. (be careful, ur chin, my dear.)
oh n she bought a necklace that we chose for her.
i helped her bargain the price! thank me ziyan.
it's almost 3am, n i haven even take my shower.
haha, someone's gonna say i'm dirty girl again.
i'm not k, i'm gonna bathe now..
n yes, i'm studying tmr.
at first we were still kinda unsure about our focus. yeah, until now we're still un-clear abt our focus. guess we're the worst grp in the class.
haha, but nvm, we still managed to came up with the interview n survery questions,
at least there's progress=)
went to meet wilyson n joshua after that.
n we saw ziyan at the restaurant when we went for dinner.
at first i was thinking wad is she doing with 2 pretty girls man,
haha. thought she was flirting,
but actually one is her sis, n the other one her sis's friend.
den me n ziyan bought ice cream after dinner.
yummm. i love ice cream. n the ice cream's really nice,
silly ziyan thought her ice cream has turned bad
cos she chose mango flavour n it tasted really sour.
but den, not all mangoes r sweet isnt it?
but greedy ziyan bought another ice cream with wilyson later. (be careful, ur chin, my dear.)
oh n she bought a necklace that we chose for her.
i helped her bargain the price! thank me ziyan.
it's almost 3am, n i haven even take my shower.
haha, someone's gonna say i'm dirty girl again.
i'm not k, i'm gonna bathe now..
n yes, i'm studying tmr.
Tuesday, June 15
been having too many sleepless nights that i've got pimples all over my face already. haha.
came home at ard 8 this morning.
helped mummy to type some things den i fell asleep.
woke up at evening to meet wilyson they all.
anyway, we went to watch soccer at chijmes last night.
haha. i was falling asleep cos i drank some alcohol, i'm a lousy drinker.
until he shouted when there was almost a goal.
i got a shock, woke up n was so awake since then.
went to eat supper after that.
yeah, i love supper.
dunwan to start sch=( half of the hols r gone.
STUDY!!
came home at ard 8 this morning.
helped mummy to type some things den i fell asleep.
woke up at evening to meet wilyson they all.
anyway, we went to watch soccer at chijmes last night.
haha. i was falling asleep cos i drank some alcohol, i'm a lousy drinker.
until he shouted when there was almost a goal.
i got a shock, woke up n was so awake since then.
went to eat supper after that.
yeah, i love supper.
dunwan to start sch=( half of the hols r gone.
STUDY!!
Friday, June 11
Tuesday, June 8
alright, i finally started studying on the most horrible subject on earth- maths. and the most terrible part of maths - trigo.
it resulted in a loss of appetite, blur vision and fatigue.
moreover i woke up at 8am in the morning to go all the way to clementi to play 2 hrs of tennis.
the furthest i've travelled on the green line was to buona vista.
so there i was, half dead at ymca mcd until someone came to my rescue.
my prince charming indeed. haha.
but instead of the shiny armour n sword, he's carrying newpaper n chocolates.
yummy chocs, n lovely company. revived me.
it's amazing how little moves can make someone so happy, isn't it?
it resulted in a loss of appetite, blur vision and fatigue.
moreover i woke up at 8am in the morning to go all the way to clementi to play 2 hrs of tennis.
the furthest i've travelled on the green line was to buona vista.
so there i was, half dead at ymca mcd until someone came to my rescue.
my prince charming indeed. haha.
but instead of the shiny armour n sword, he's carrying newpaper n chocolates.
yummy chocs, n lovely company. revived me.
it's amazing how little moves can make someone so happy, isn't it?
Saturday, June 5
just woke up. came home at 6 in the morning.
these few days have been amazing.
haven had such feeling for a long long time already.
but, time seems to fly (at the speed of light) when one is happy.
really, i just blink my eyes, n 5 days had passed. almost 1 week.
if the only the earth would stop spinning...
these few days have been amazing.
haven had such feeling for a long long time already.
but, time seems to fly (at the speed of light) when one is happy.
really, i just blink my eyes, n 5 days had passed. almost 1 week.
if the only the earth would stop spinning...
Friday, June 4
Thursday, June 3
Celine Dion - All by Myself
When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore
When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone
When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore
When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone
Melissa Manchester - Don't Cry Out Loud
Baby cried the day the circus came to town,
'Cause she didn't want parades just passing by her.
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown,
While she danced without a net upon the wire.
I know a lot about her, 'cause you see,
Baby, is an awful lot like me.
Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.
Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down,
They left behind her dreams among the litter.
And the different kind of love she thought she'd found,
There was nothing left but sawdust and some glitter.
But Baby can't be broken, 'cause you see,
She had the finest teacher, that was me.
I told her:
Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.
Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost made it.
Baby cried the day the circus came to town,
'Cause she didn't want parades just passing by her.
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown,
While she danced without a net upon the wire.
I know a lot about her, 'cause you see,
Baby, is an awful lot like me.
Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.
Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down,
They left behind her dreams among the litter.
And the different kind of love she thought she'd found,
There was nothing left but sawdust and some glitter.
But Baby can't be broken, 'cause you see,
She had the finest teacher, that was me.
I told her:
Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost had it all.
Don't cry out loud,
Just keep it inside,
And learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall,
Remember you almost made it.
Tuesday, May 25
it slipped my mind that there's gonna be a econs test tmr.
haha, wad to do?! i have no idea wad's going on abt production n cost.
i think i'm already in a jolly jolly holiday mood.
i am so looking forward to the holsss.
still gotta mug for common test though.
pratically the whole sch had half day today- except for our class.
apparently, our dearesttttt ct wasnt involve in the emergency exercise that majority of the teachers were.
so instead of leaving sch at 1.30, we had to stay back for normal lessons, n wad's more, she kept us for another 1 period to make up for friday's lesson.
so hardworking n sweeeet of her.
3 more days to holssss.=D
haha, wad to do?! i have no idea wad's going on abt production n cost.
i think i'm already in a jolly jolly holiday mood.
i am so looking forward to the holsss.
still gotta mug for common test though.
pratically the whole sch had half day today- except for our class.
apparently, our dearesttttt ct wasnt involve in the emergency exercise that majority of the teachers were.
so instead of leaving sch at 1.30, we had to stay back for normal lessons, n wad's more, she kept us for another 1 period to make up for friday's lesson.
so hardworking n sweeeet of her.
3 more days to holssss.=D
Sunday, May 23
oh mann. it's sunday night again.
cos there's a whole new week of sch waiting for me tmr.
wad's more, monday is one of the suckiest day.
i'm still coughing badly,
perhaps it's beyond any medicinal cure.
haha - lame.
anyway, was reading econs just now.
tried very hard to understand production n cost,
but argh, still kinda blur abt it..
one more week to holidays!! 5 more days.
cos there's a whole new week of sch waiting for me tmr.
wad's more, monday is one of the suckiest day.
i'm still coughing badly,
perhaps it's beyond any medicinal cure.
haha - lame.
anyway, was reading econs just now.
tried very hard to understand production n cost,
but argh, still kinda blur abt it..
one more week to holidays!! 5 more days.
Saturday, May 22
i like this layout.
look at this picture behind all these text here
its lovely. hehe.
been kinda sick these few days.
pratically coughing my lungs out. argh.
n i hate sore throats.
n my ct says gotta call parents to get green slip.
wad does she wants man, no teacher does this.
but anyway, it's the weekends again!
yea, i love weekends, no sch.
look at this picture behind all these text here
its lovely. hehe.
been kinda sick these few days.
pratically coughing my lungs out. argh.
n i hate sore throats.
n my ct says gotta call parents to get green slip.
wad does she wants man, no teacher does this.
but anyway, it's the weekends again!
yea, i love weekends, no sch.
Thursday, April 29
Monday, April 26
hmm.. havent updated for quite some time, haha, comp spoil, think got virus or wad la. always happens... well, sch's getting more n more tough. yuckss, hate all the studying. haha. but wad can i do? having break in sch now. brk from 10-12.10!! haha. but i dunhav to go for lessons already, got match later so can leave at 11.30. =D but den it's bad to miss out on lessons huh..
couldnt slp last night, guess it's cos of the jiajia herbal tea i drank! hahaaa. in the end i only got 2 hrs of sleep lo! so tired..
couldnt slp last night, guess it's cos of the jiajia herbal tea i drank! hahaaa. in the end i only got 2 hrs of sleep lo! so tired..
Sunday, April 18
realised i haven been really studying. n i cant continue this way already!! haha, dunwan to lag behind the class, so i spent a few hrs yesterday catching up on my tutorials.. not all done yet la, but at least i feel a sense of achievement =D hehe, n my mum praised me for being good yesterday, cos i was studying at home instead of going out on a sat night which i normally do. muggggg. haha.
Thursday, April 15
alright. sch was fun today. hahass. yup, i'm liking my class more and more. n the funniest thing that happened today was my question paper caught fire at the bunsen burner during bio prac. hahaa. it was sooo funny. oh but i didnt dare to laugh la, scared the teacher scold me. hahaa. cos i was sitting by the window side, den the wind blew..n my paper flew to the bunsen burner. luckily david (now known as the fireman) was quick to throw the burner paper into the sink. haha..
anyway, i enjoyed myself yesterday too. it was the 1st day of the tennis tournament. well, we lost to tp by 2-3. but nvm la, cos all of us still went to kenny rogers for dinner. it was so funny, everyone was telling lame jokes n stuff. love my tennis team..
anyway, i enjoyed myself yesterday too. it was the 1st day of the tennis tournament. well, we lost to tp by 2-3. but nvm la, cos all of us still went to kenny rogers for dinner. it was so funny, everyone was telling lame jokes n stuff. love my tennis team..
Sunday, April 11
Saturday, April 10
yawnss. just reached home. went to kbox last night with cs jerry n kelvin again, but this time got hazel, yeahh, luckily she came, it's funny always being the only girl. so we sang until 3 n went for supper. so sad mag didnt wanna meet us k!! haha. went to the kopitiam near wily's hse.
mannn, saw so many transexuals there. ren yao. woah, they have big boobs, firm butts, flat stomach n toned legs. the only thing is that they have a deeeep voice n a male face. gosh, horrible laaa. then there was this group of boys, shd be ns men la, they were sitting near them n those "girls" were trying to seduce them!! really.. i saw it with my own eyes man. they were smiling at them, lifting up their legs...argh. haha, most of them ignored them la, but there was this guy among them who kept turning around to look at them. yucks, dun tell me he was interested. the 5 of us were laughing like mad there la..haha.
yea so after that me n jerry went to cs's hse. haha, was so bored that we watched yang guang lie che at 5 am in the morning- the show dat was filmed ten thousand yrs ago?! hahaaa. but it was nice la. but i fell asleep on the sofa..haha. wanted to for tennis, but was feeling very unwell when i tried to woke up, so i decided not to go. sigghhs. how can i miss training. anyway. i shd be going out soon again. argghhh. i shd be studying!! i wanna be a mugger.
mannn, saw so many transexuals there. ren yao. woah, they have big boobs, firm butts, flat stomach n toned legs. the only thing is that they have a deeeep voice n a male face. gosh, horrible laaa. then there was this group of boys, shd be ns men la, they were sitting near them n those "girls" were trying to seduce them!! really.. i saw it with my own eyes man. they were smiling at them, lifting up their legs...argh. haha, most of them ignored them la, but there was this guy among them who kept turning around to look at them. yucks, dun tell me he was interested. the 5 of us were laughing like mad there la..haha.
yea so after that me n jerry went to cs's hse. haha, was so bored that we watched yang guang lie che at 5 am in the morning- the show dat was filmed ten thousand yrs ago?! hahaaa. but it was nice la. but i fell asleep on the sofa..haha. wanted to for tennis, but was feeling very unwell when i tried to woke up, so i decided not to go. sigghhs. how can i miss training. anyway. i shd be going out soon again. argghhh. i shd be studying!! i wanna be a mugger.
Friday, April 9
just woke up..yawn! haha, came home at 2+ last night n i just slept without bathing, without taking out my lens, n without brushing teeth. yucks. feel so dirty.. went to watch midnight movie with chosan jerry n kelvin last night. stupid show la, made me so scared dat i had to ask my mum to wait for me downstairs when i went home, haha. it was the korean ghost story abt a mirror, den my house lift has mirror, so i'm damn scared la. super timid abt such things. haha..
anyway, i realised my class is really a very nice n class fun. they know when to play n went to study at the right time. yeahh. yesterday we had free periods, den all of them were doing hw k!! haha, i kept pestering them to go for lunch, haha..
yeaaaah. it's a holiday today. i love holidays! hhmm, gonna do some studying later.(ya, i wanna be a mugger K!!) den go out with chosan they all again tonight. i want to watch the eason's movie la!!! wanted to watch last night but they didnt want, insisted dat we watch the stupid mirror show, so today we're going to watch the eason's show=D
anyway, i realised my class is really a very nice n class fun. they know when to play n went to study at the right time. yeahh. yesterday we had free periods, den all of them were doing hw k!! haha, i kept pestering them to go for lunch, haha..
yeaaaah. it's a holiday today. i love holidays! hhmm, gonna do some studying later.(ya, i wanna be a mugger K!!) den go out with chosan they all again tonight. i want to watch the eason's movie la!!! wanted to watch last night but they didnt want, insisted dat we watch the stupid mirror show, so today we're going to watch the eason's show=D
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