mich

i just read a blog belonging to a friend's (which isnt very close to me) ex boyfriend. the guy, is studying abroad now, and me and my friends all thought they were a loving couple. ok back to his blog, what he said really touched me, they recently broke up, but he's still holding on to whatever hope that is left. i actually felt quite sad while i was reading it though it's none of my business. perhaps other people who read it, will not understand how he feels. but i do, for i know how it feels to be having a long distance relationship, how hard it is, but at the same time, you feel that it's all worthwhile.

so it's been 4 years and 3 days. from i was 13, until i'm 18. we've ups and downs, i dont know if there's another 4 years and 3 days to come, but i'm happy now, i guess that's all that matters now, hopefully.

anyway, i'm supposed to be at the club now, but i decided to stay at home. i'm tired after all the shopping and eating and playing for the past few days. i really wanted to go, there's a good crowd, (and it'll be the first time i'm gonna use my own id!) but i guess even when i'm there, i'll not enjoy myself cos i'm just too tired. moreover i'm meeting my girls tomorrow! heh. time for bed!