the pig that sings and dances for me. :)

been having lots of dreams lately, a few in a night. i dont know why i have so many dreams, last time it was maybe 5 dreams in a week, now it's like so many! like i'm watching tv when i'm sleeping. my friend says i'm too tense, should try to relax. i think sometimes having dreams deter me from having a good night's rest. anyway, two nights ago i dreamt that i got AOO for my a levels (kill me). and last night, i dreamt that pan wei bo's my boyfriend. stop laughing, i know it's hilarious, i think so too!

i had the most horrible nightmare ever in my life last night. what happened in my dream is the worst thing that could happen to me in real life. i just kept crying and crying and crying. when i woke up there were actually some tears at the corner of my eyes. when i woke up..i was..i dont know, relieved is an understatement.

then it set me thinking, what IF it really did happen, how am i ever going to recover from the sadness, how am i ever going to recover, will i be able to pull myself together? the answer is quite a definite no i guess.

so, this may sound cliche, but treasure everyone before u lose them.

-so i'm officially out of the sch.(that is if i pass my As)(which by hook or crook, i will do it) nothing much on the last day of school, no sadness, no nothing. only a tinge of sadness when i received a card from my econs teacher. not really sadness, just touched. very touched indeed. i mean, she's the one i respect the most in the school. but i do appreciate what the other teachers did. she wrote "although quiet, i do observe that you are very diligent and produce quality work. i am happy to have u as my student." which is true, i always did my econs homework, in case she ask for an answer from me during class and i do not know how to answer. there was once she asked me a question and i said i dont know how to do. and she said, in front of the whole class, "this question is so easy" haha.

but i was so pissed on the last day of sch because i did not receive any cca appraisal form. HELLO. although i did not contribute much for the 2nd year, i did gave my best in j1. he's the one who looked down on me anyway. really, i think i should have join something like co-op or green club. it's so much more relaxing and i will at least get a D instead of a E.

alright, enough of this, i dont really care anyway. if not i would have approach him to BEG him for an appraisal form.

-i think i'm someone who thinks way too much. so much that i worry too much, which leads to it controlling my emotions and actions. and at the end of everything, i'll realise all the thinkings are really redundant. gotta change..

-time to start on ionic equilibria. (or "equiliBRA" as pronounced and spelt by someone)

just watched a series of happy tree friends episodes. HAHA. i was watching mtv channel and they actually showed happy tree friends! reminded me of Ms Lim showing happy tree firneds to the whole class during english lesson in the com lab in sec4.

and in a blink, today is the last day in jc. and you know what. i got caught for short skirt on the LAST day of school. on the very last day i wear a uniform for lessons. i dont know, somehow my relationship with this school is cursed i guess. first day of school i got scolded, last day of school's still the same. never liked the school anyway, been waiting for this day for ages, the day i leave the school.

yes, i dont deny there are nice teachers, but.. oh well, shan't mention too much here. who knows who might be reading this. anyway, 26more days to As. that leaves me with 5 more days for each subject..

Beach Boys - Wouldn't It Be Nice

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know it's gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn’t do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

the sunburn is so painful. feel so sorry for myself and my beautiful skin. went tanning and swimming with bern and furnise on sat, didnt expect myself to be so burnt! we still thought the sun didnt stay long enough! =( ok, blame myself, for i did not apply any suntan lotion.
it's apparently about 38 more days to As? i am very scared i tell u. very scared. i feel so unprepared. if only the sec2 michelle would come back, i dont know where she has gone to. but to think of it, i didnt really work that hard in sec2 too, all last minute work, i guess i was lucky that all i studied came out for exam (sometimes the teachers' tips were kinda obvious) and for once, i'm gonna admit, home econs and d&t did help to pull up my overall percentage. hey, but that's because i'm so adorable that the home econs teacher liked me alot..not everyone is so likeable right? HEHE.

david: hey! yup i'll work hard for exams. see you soon okay.

albert: excuse me, my blog is pretty, but i am prettier.