just some photos.

last girls' night out before ludi went off to canada. i miss my bestie =(
















dinner with my girls on a monday evening.




woke up at 7am yesterday (on a SUNDAY!) to go jogging. YES JOGGING. you didnt hear me wrongly.

if only we were still in the past, if only people dont change, if only i'm still the simple girl i was. the past 5 months have allowed me to see many things. the corporate world, the different people. people who really care and those who are just faking it, if only i knew how to differentiate them.

went shopping with bern yesterday, i was actually feeling quite happy, but why? why must fate play such a joke on me? then i spent 2 hours sitting at starbucks all alone while waiting for kailing to meet me. i thought about many things, reasons to console myself, things to make me feel happy, but guess what, nothing works. one minute i think i'm rationale enough, the next minute my whole mind will become a whirlwind again. i really dont want to go through those days again. but i guess everything's still under control- i guess.

met mag just now and we went to the temple to pray and more shopping again, i ddint buy anything though. my legs are aching now. time for me to find something to occupy myself till bedtime.

what do u do when your mind tells u what you should do but your heart feels the other way round? it's true, following the mind is always right, but how many people can actually do that? never did i ever think that i'll be caught in such a situation before. is it my fault?