went shopping with bern yesterday, i was actually feeling quite happy, but why? why must fate play such a joke on me? then i spent 2 hours sitting at starbucks all alone while waiting for kailing to meet me. i thought about many things, reasons to console myself, things to make me feel happy, but guess what, nothing works. one minute i think i'm rationale enough, the next minute my whole mind will become a whirlwind again. i really dont want to go through those days again. but i guess everything's still under control- i guess.
met mag just now and we went to the temple to pray and more shopping again, i ddint buy anything though. my legs are aching now. time for me to find something to occupy myself till bedtime.
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