new blogskin for the new year. haha.. and for wanching to leave her "lovely" messages, there's a tagboard too! so yup.. tag!


cousins

after all the late nights, booze and feasts, and rain, i am now sick. and it feels ultimate crappy. after mambo night, the next morning i went to do some, once again, crappy project, which required us to walk around housing estates, and it just had to rain!!! and why didnt it rain today?? it rains when i dont want it to, and dont rain when i want it to, at least if it rain today my match will be cancelled and i can play it another day. feeling very sorry towards my teammates. sigh. okay there's many things i wanna say now but can't seem to put them down in words.

met up with the girls on wed, bern is back, but ws is missing. first time hitting the club with them, and it was enjoyable, but it will be even more fun without the stupid crowd. okok..we expected the crowd, but they were just too pushy in phuture. and i love taking tonnes of photos with them! haha.. another thing! i met one of my jc teacher there! he's bern's friend's friend. but anyway, we played cai quan and he made me drink, many many times! how often does this happen? your teacher making your drink? haha..



dont know how bern managed to take this photo, i swear we didnt pose for it!





so cuteee=)





hahaha..was supposed to crop off the legs








we tried to take sexy poses













met my classmates in the bar

i'm so cold and lonely now, in hall =((( on a christmas day! nobody's here. and i'm here because ive a match tmr morning. i'm already feeling pitiful enough, and it had to rain, to add on to the bitterness! lucky i have kailing's home baked cookies with me, so swweeet.

chatting with teckieee now, about our good old jc days. talked about the times we did our community work during the christmas period at orchard road and we had to listen to the britney spears' christmas song on re-runs. still love the song though, hahaha.

and wanching!! heard from kailing that you don't believe that i dont have a boyfriend huh!! you bad, you gossip abt me behind my back, you backstabber! hahaha. club + stay in hall doesnt equate to having a boyfriend okay.

it's 6.30 am right now, and once again, im waiting for my hair to dry before i can go to bed. christmas eve was great, but super tiring. first it was family gathering at my uncle's place, and i ate ALOT. then off to some guy's house, which is huge. and then it was mos, which was quite alright. drank at all 3 places and surprise surprise, im not drunk! nor do i feel like puking, just a little giddy. took many many photos, post them up soon k. and merry christmas everybody! actually i dont see the big deal with christmas, maybe cos i cant get to spend it with my loved one, so i secretly hate it, haha!

i wish i knew how should i not allow myself to think too much.. how do you know when you are thinking too much? it's when your thoughts affects your mood.. sometimes, thinking too much and asking too much and then knowing too much hurts way too bad..

just played and won our first inter-hall tennis match. it was a good fight because we won from behind for 2 of the matches. and i'm dead tired now, not because i played alot, but it's because i helped certain pretty girl to go and pay her long overdue school fees! that building is sooo high on the mountain i had to climb a steep slope and dont-know-how-many flight of steps to reach there, right after my game! and i only slept for 4 hours last night. slept with the lights on, haha, no dearest roomie to accompany me! and i'm super angry cos my cupboard is very dusty! not outside, it's the inside, all my clothes and stuff. i dont understand!! the room is perfectly fine, it's only the inside of the cupboard which is dusty! hmm.

this afternoon, i was using msn in my grandmother's house when my 7 yr old cousin came over and see what i was doing. she was very fascinated by this msn thing and she insisted that she wanna play. so she started chatting with wilyson online, and when he said "can i be your friend?", she was like giggling to herself, such an amusing sight. what amazed me was kids nowadays, really know the technology well huh. i just told her "read what he say, type what u want to say then press enter", and she could do it easily! (just that she took about 3 seconds to find every alphabet on the keyboard). when we were at their age, we were playing with digimons, not laptops, and i was really fascinated with digimons at that time already!

haven't been in the best of moods lately and i have nightmares everytime i sleep! even afternoon naps. why why why? why can't i at least have some sweet dreams to lift up my spirits? and you know, one of the worst feelings in this world that one can ever experience is to be unable to control you own feelings and emotions or others' feelings and emotions when you desperately want to.

ok....enough complaining.

last night hazel and i went out for some midnight tau-huay. wanted to try out mr bean cafe(saw many cute guys there, HAHA. and no, mr bean cafe is not a cafe which sells tau-huay or anyting to do with beans, nor MR BEAN) but it was too crowded and there wasnt any place to park. we were trying to think of stuffs to do! singapore is so boring, other than movies or drinking, you have pretty much nothing to do at night already. in the end we decided to go home. hahaha, it's really very pathetic!

mich

you are the most silly and stupid girl on earth. can you stop it and wake up, NOW?


love,
mich

it's 6am now and i am not asleep yet. waiting for my hair to dry! long hair is very troublesome! anyway mambo was great, had fun today, but it was reallyyy packed. my toenail is dropping due to the many ppl who stepped on my toe. it's painful! met people from my hall, whom i nv even see before!

the cab uncle on my way back was really chatty! but he's nice, he asked me to study hard! hahahaha. he said my daddy is at home waiting for me with a cane already. no way man, my parents are sleeping so soundly they dont even care whether i'm home not.

okay my eyes are really painful now, but i cant go to sleep cos my hair is still so wet and the hair dryer is in my parent's room! i'll wake up with a headache if i sleep with wet hair. butt, it doesnt matter now cos i'll still wake up with a headache anyway cos of all the drinks. i'm a bad drinker, but i'm improving, really. no longer down after half a bottle of hooch. hahaha.

as you have realised, i'm typing very random stuffs to keep myself awake now. hahha, so what else shoud i talk about? hmm. oh yea i took many photos but none of them turned out good =( and my legs are veryyyy tired now cos i was too high at the beginning.

ok i just realised the hair dryer's in the living room! arghhh. waste my sleeping time. see ya people!

if only i can have everything i want, if only what i wish happen, will happen. it's not that my life's not good enough, it's perfectly fine. i just wish to have that little bit more, but yea, face it mich, it's not gonna happen. if only you would understand, cos i know you don't.

have been doing alot of things after the exams ended. it has only been 6 days, but it seemed like such a long time has passed. haha. did lots of shopping (and more to come!). went to the temple with my cousin yesterday and then chatted with her till 3am in her house! cos my mum was playing mahjong there. hahaha. and yup, i played mahjong today too! with the guys and ziyan, for 2hours, and i lost 10cents. met up with my pri sch girls after mahjong and it was the usual dinner + gossiping session. =)