today, i went back to hall to bring my books home, after realising i have been doing nothing close to studying, when i have 3 written reports, a quiz and a presentation within these 2 weeks. really, i dont know what have i been doing all along. my schoolwork is so screwed up, especially for accounting, i've missed a quiz and the deadline to submit an online assignment, i really dont know what i'm doing. i always tell myself it's time to work hard, and yea, i start working hard, but it always last for 3 days, at most. i should be more focused and have more sense of urgency.

let's see, so what have i been doing ??
-mahjong
-cny - consist of mainly gambling and eating
-shopping
-tv
-sleeping
-partying/drinking
-lazing around, play 2-player blackjack and doing nothing in someone's house
-thinking about stuffs which i shouldnt think of anymore

and my cough is back. it sucks you know. once it's here, it will stay for quite some time. took a long time to recover and less than 1 week it's back! damn. and no cough syrups seem to work. and i'm sorry ziyan i passed the virus to you! i think it's all due to my lifestyle, for the past week. i was never home before 3am for the whole week, until my dad finally said to me on sunday, "you've had enough" my dad is the kind of father which dont usually speak up unless you go overboard, so i had dinner with my family on sunday and my mum bought $50 worth of prawns to cook! she tried to steam it and my dad added too much wine i think, and it ended up tasting quite bitter. hahahaha. that's my parents for you. oh yea, i went out with them for lunch someday last week, my siblings were in school, and guess what, my parents wore qing lu zhuang!! couple's outfit! i was so.. i felt so weird beside them. another thing, last sunday after dinner i went out, and at around 12+ my mum called me to ask me where i was and i told her i'm on my way back already, and when i stepped into the house, i saw my parents walking away from the window. then she asked "took cab back?? nobody sent you home ah?", i was like "how you know?? were u peeping at me at the window!?!" then she said no no!! and went into the room with my dad. i think they think i'm seeing someone, haha. i have really nice parents, didnt appreciate that in the past, but i guess when people grow, they realise who mean how much to them.

my parents showed me what's true love, as in true love between a couple, which i think, doesnt exist in today's society anymore. true love did existed, but not now anymore. and i dont believe in it anymore either. i guess it's due to globalisation and then changes in the way people communicate, and people getting more liberalised. i've seen what guys with girlfriends do behind their girlfriends' back, and just last friday, i was introduced to this friend of my friend in the club and she was already engaged. but the whole night she was hugging this guy (not her fiance of cos) like they are such a loving couple. please, u are already engaged you know! married!!

anyway this is the longest entry i've ever had for a long time! are you bored already?? haha.. ok lastly let me post some very very random photos okay? if not my blog's getting way too boring!

love and hate brother

all the fun

pirates of the carribean! haha

st james, my friend's friend got a really good table

the robot i built today with the kids i love



ziyan, i'm not always insecure okay!!

the friend who had a tiff with her bf cos of me!

the block people, taken a couple of months back

my sister and i, taken 3 years back, look at her bangs!

that's all people, gotta do research for my project now!

it's 5pm now and i just had my breakfast. hmm, my day and night are switched. anyway about yesterday, i still find it very dramatic. haha. other than the drama part, i had fun with kl, wanching and cheryl, especially when we played heart attack.. it was wanching's idea though, such childish ideas can only be from her. my hair stinks now, i dont know why it stinks that bad, usually it'll be fine after a wash, but now it still smells like an ashtray. and my mum was just complaining that my clothes stink too, just for a crazy night.

i did one of the craziest thing i've ever done last night. i think it must be the effect of alcohol, if not i wouldn't have the guts to. hahaha. oh well, this world is so interesting, i wanna have such surprises everyday!

people come and go in life. some stay for awhile; some stay for a long time; some you think may stay forever; and there're some you thought will stay forever, but they did not. i think i've met all...

Happy chinese new year to all! hope your new year has been good! mine's not bad so far, with all the food, angpaos, blackjack, mahjong, friends and familiy. and also, the recess week that's following this week! if only everyday is like new year =)

i have been sleeping only in the morning for i think 5 consecutive days! this is so bad for my complexion! but still, the fun is worth it and i look forward to the other activities planned ahead.

it's driving me crazy.

i think my blog is getting really boring, nobody reads it anymore =( i shall post some pictures soon okay?

can't wait for this week to end. no, cant wait for thursday to arrive, it'll be cny, then 2 more days of school, then the recess week!

anyway this week was a real short one, skipped my only two tutorials on monday and the first lecture on tuesday, so basically i only went for one lecture and 2 seminars this week, then it was shopping, eat, mahjong, sleep, shopping, mahjong, eat, sleep. sounds like a good life huh? ya right, if only you know how i feel within. this week was one of the worst week i ever had in my life. but i'll get over it, i hope.

was in raymond's car just now and we were talking about some other guy which i told him was younger than him. he said "r u sure???!", and i said "hello, you're 26, you are in your LATE twenties already, you'll probably have kids in less than 10 years time". and he replied "you too". which scares me, because what he said is really quite true! i'll probably have kids when i'm around 30, it's coming soon in 10 years time!! that's so unbelievable..i still feel like i'm a kid..haha.

Love can be a many splendid thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
lIt'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all


Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps calin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

how many times have you feel that you have experienced the worst, yet something even more came crashing to you? how many times have your friends and yourself asked you to wake up, but you continued to be a fool? you knew it was coming along, yet you, yourself, perhaps unknowingly, tried to run away from it. now it's all clear, damn you mich, i hope you'll stop it.

i'm freaking tired. this week has been damn packed, and plus i've been sick for a week! man i wonder why i don't get well. =( celebrated ziyan's birthday on friday and hazel's birthday last night. oh we went to this very very nice korean restaurant at dempsey road. it's really damn good! after that met wil from 1am to 7am when he transit here and then i came back home to sleep for 1 hour before i go all the way to choa chu kang for tots stuff. hai dont feel like going back to school or hall at all, haven't studied for wed's quiz which i knew nuts about. all i wannt to do is slouch on the couch and watch tv.