mich

today, i went back to hall to bring my books home, after realising i have been doing nothing close to studying, when i have 3 written reports, a quiz and a presentation within these 2 weeks. really, i dont know what have i been doing all along. my schoolwork is so screwed up, especially for accounting, i've missed a quiz and the deadline to submit an online assignment, i really dont know what i'm doing. i always tell myself it's time to work hard, and yea, i start working hard, but it always last for 3 days, at most. i should be more focused and have more sense of urgency.

let's see, so what have i been doing ??
-mahjong
-cny - consist of mainly gambling and eating
-shopping
-tv
-sleeping
-partying/drinking
-lazing around, play 2-player blackjack and doing nothing in someone's house
-thinking about stuffs which i shouldnt think of anymore

and my cough is back. it sucks you know. once it's here, it will stay for quite some time. took a long time to recover and less than 1 week it's back! damn. and no cough syrups seem to work. and i'm sorry ziyan i passed the virus to you! i think it's all due to my lifestyle, for the past week. i was never home before 3am for the whole week, until my dad finally said to me on sunday, "you've had enough" my dad is the kind of father which dont usually speak up unless you go overboard, so i had dinner with my family on sunday and my mum bought $50 worth of prawns to cook! she tried to steam it and my dad added too much wine i think, and it ended up tasting quite bitter. hahahaha. that's my parents for you. oh yea, i went out with them for lunch someday last week, my siblings were in school, and guess what, my parents wore qing lu zhuang!! couple's outfit! i was so.. i felt so weird beside them. another thing, last sunday after dinner i went out, and at around 12+ my mum called me to ask me where i was and i told her i'm on my way back already, and when i stepped into the house, i saw my parents walking away from the window. then she asked "took cab back?? nobody sent you home ah?", i was like "how you know?? were u peeping at me at the window!?!" then she said no no!! and went into the room with my dad. i think they think i'm seeing someone, haha. i have really nice parents, didnt appreciate that in the past, but i guess when people grow, they realise who mean how much to them.

my parents showed me what's true love, as in true love between a couple, which i think, doesnt exist in today's society anymore. true love did existed, but not now anymore. and i dont believe in it anymore either. i guess it's due to globalisation and then changes in the way people communicate, and people getting more liberalised. i've seen what guys with girlfriends do behind their girlfriends' back, and just last friday, i was introduced to this friend of my friend in the club and she was already engaged. but the whole night she was hugging this guy (not her fiance of cos) like they are such a loving couple. please, u are already engaged you know! married!!

anyway this is the longest entry i've ever had for a long time! are you bored already?? haha.. ok lastly let me post some very very random photos okay? if not my blog's getting way too boring!