Sunday, June 17

went karaoke with ludi and meitheng on sat. 4 hours was definitely not enough because we used to sing 8hrs from 7pm to 3am and it still wasn't enough, how can 4 hours be enough? finally could spend some time with ludi, gotta spend some more time together before she's off to canada again:(

you know sometimes i really really dont understand myself. just when i thought i have finally gotten over it, i realised it actually isn't so; just when i thought i've finally found it, i realised it may not be the case. anddd i have no determination plus i'm quite fickle-minded. i dont do what i tell myself i should do. oh god please help me be a better person, help me do the right thing and help me get over the past, the past which i couldn't bring back anymore, no matter how hard ive tried.

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