mich

my life is damn screwed.

im hating someone for the things that she's doing. but i find myself doing what she's doing.

im advising someone, giving her advice, but i find another friend giving the same advice to me, i tell people what to do, but i myself cant do it.

and why am i letting myself get so affected by someone, who should be long ago forgotten and who doesnt deserve it? why am i allowing myself to feel so upset? just tell me what the hell is wrong with me? it's been long enough, really.

and to my dearest cop friend, thanks for always being there when i get hurt time and again.