i'm typing very slowly now cos i just painted my nails. checked my results last night. gotten the first C+ in my uni life. damn, was hoping to not have any Cs at all. there's two other mods which i hoped i could get A, but end up getting B+ for both. it's damn disappointing. and up till now i have no As at all! =((((
on a happier note, christmas eve was good! i've my family, my friends, lots of food, what else could i ask for? slept my whole christmas day away though, cos i reached home at 8 in the morning. one more week to the start of a new sem, this holiday passed so much more quickly than i expected it to be.
the only group photo but with bad lighting
Friday, December 28
Monday, December 17
today was a great day! went to the gym with glenda n esther, then the sauna, followed by a dip in the swimming pool when it was drizzling. it has been years since i went to the gym, the last time was probably with wilyson in sec school..so yup, 4 years! it's unbelievable. after that we went to explore city plaza! hahaha, it feels like a shopping mall in malaysia. wanted to try the chou dou fu at geylang but it's closed on mondays. well, hopefully we'll get to eat it next week.
last week was not bad too. Caught my first R21 movie(thought im not 21 yet), lust caution. oh ya, i walked a dog for the first time too! brought stitch along when we went to katong for dinner after mj. he looked so cute jumping up the stairs! hahha, i still remember being very afraid of stitch when i went to jas's house for the first time. i think i grew to like him cos sometimes he brings me luck when he rests under my chair when we're playing mj. hahaha.
last week was not bad too. Caught my first R21 movie(thought im not 21 yet), lust caution. oh ya, i walked a dog for the first time too! brought stitch along when we went to katong for dinner after mj. he looked so cute jumping up the stairs! hahha, i still remember being very afraid of stitch when i went to jas's house for the first time. i think i grew to like him cos sometimes he brings me luck when he rests under my chair when we're playing mj. hahaha.
Sunday, December 9
many people have been asking me "so what have u been doing?", and my answer is nothing. have been lazing my days away, and treating the tv as my best friend. somehow i wish i have a job, it feels weird to be doing nothing constructive everyday (told you i'm a workaholic). anyway met up with the girls last night at holland village. we had mexican food for dinner, and it was not bad, a change from what we usually have. then we went to this ice cream parlour for some unique ice cream, it was not bad too. was about to enter walas when we saw settler's cafe across the street and decided to go there instead. it was a good girls' night out. and look at the uno stacko below, it was damn high, like twice the original height!
Saturday, December 1
the exams are finally over. not that i studied very hard for it, but yea, i'm glad it's finally over. havent done anything much since my exams ended. so far only went for a swim at my granny's place, shopping, mj and of course, more tv. most of my friends' exams have not ended, but it'll soon be. and i predict more mahjong, more shopping, more sleep and more tv to come for the next 5 weeks. actually not that much of mj cos jasper said he will be busy in camp until the 2nd week of dec. oh ya, and not forgetting working on our project with esther and glenda so that we can win a trip to paris! hahahaha yup the first price of the competition is a trip to paris, "with all expenses paid". and i wonder if the "expenses" includes shopping costs, it'll will be great if it does. and guess what's our group name? it's "MEGamitezz". i'm seriously impressed by glenda's ability to come up with such a lame name, i can't think of anything more lame than that. but please note that MEG stands for Michelle Esther Glenda. haha!
i wonder if i should get a holiday job, number one to beautify my resume and secondly, to have more money to spend on unnecessary stuffs. moreover i can't imagine myself slacking for 5 whole weeks. i think i'm secretly a workaholic! it's true. although i can be quite lazy at times, but, yea, believe me.
sometimes i wonder what will my life be like if i've a serious boyfriend now, not those whom you'll call when you feel like it. will he allow me to play mj all the time? will i have so much time to meet the harmony peeps almost every week? will he stop my spendthrift behaviour? a guy once told me "you'll be a great girlfriend if you're less playful and have lesser activities with your friends". i can't imagine myself being tied up to a guy all the time. not in the sense that i want to have more guys around me, but in the sense that i want to have time to do my own stuffs. but then again, what if i'm really so in love with him? hahaha then my dear friends, please don't scold me for zhong se qing you ok! but i guess i probably won't la. heehee.
ok, this is quite a long post huh! i realised that i repeated the word "wonder" thrice. now i wonder if i wonder too much. ahahah, ok, i really thank you guys for reading up to here, i know it's kinda boring. HAHA. and wil, i saw your comment, don't sound so bitter saying that nobody realises your comment anymore k? :)
i wonder if i should get a holiday job, number one to beautify my resume and secondly, to have more money to spend on unnecessary stuffs. moreover i can't imagine myself slacking for 5 whole weeks. i think i'm secretly a workaholic! it's true. although i can be quite lazy at times, but, yea, believe me.
sometimes i wonder what will my life be like if i've a serious boyfriend now, not those whom you'll call when you feel like it. will he allow me to play mj all the time? will i have so much time to meet the harmony peeps almost every week? will he stop my spendthrift behaviour? a guy once told me "you'll be a great girlfriend if you're less playful and have lesser activities with your friends". i can't imagine myself being tied up to a guy all the time. not in the sense that i want to have more guys around me, but in the sense that i want to have time to do my own stuffs. but then again, what if i'm really so in love with him? hahaha then my dear friends, please don't scold me for zhong se qing you ok! but i guess i probably won't la. heehee.
ok, this is quite a long post huh! i realised that i repeated the word "wonder" thrice. now i wonder if i wonder too much. ahahah, ok, i really thank you guys for reading up to here, i know it's kinda boring. HAHA. and wil, i saw your comment, don't sound so bitter saying that nobody realises your comment anymore k? :)
Saturday, November 24
this week have been really pathetic! i've been home alone most of the time as my brother has gone to KL to watch federer v sampras and my sister has been going out as her As have ended!! 4 more days to the end of my ordeal. but a good thing during the exam period is i can sleep all i want! i sleep for ten hours every night, so wonderful! lucky i've only one morning paper, which is on monday. all the best to myself!
Thursday, November 15
sometimes i am really amazed by myself. i woke up at 11am today, and i watched tv all the way to 4.30pm! i practically did nothing, nothing at all! not even getting my breakfast or lunch. it was only when i felt hungry that i decided that i need to off the tv. did some studying then it was 4 hours of tv from 8pm. you know channel 8 is re-telecasting all the old drama serials nowadays? i love old schools shows! and there was titanic on channel 5 today too. how can u resist not watching the scene "jack...i can fly!'?? so.. GREAT! exam is in 4 days' time. well..at least i did some studying in between. some, but not enough. i hope to get good results this sem, i mean..for every sem.
and this is the 300th post on this blog. how cool is thattttt!!
and this is the 300th post on this blog. how cool is thattttt!!
Tuesday, November 6
Wednesday, October 31
hello everybody. ive nothing much to blog about. how sad. been meeting alot of deadlines, projects, presentations and quiz. and 2 weeks to exams. YAY so exciting....
anyway i caught the movie brothers today. i think eason is cute. though i think nobody agrees with me. hahahah. and have been doing online shopping recently. it's a bad habit, once you start, you can't stop, so i advice all of you not to try it. yup i'll blog again soon. i hope=)
anyway i caught the movie brothers today. i think eason is cute. though i think nobody agrees with me. hahahah. and have been doing online shopping recently. it's a bad habit, once you start, you can't stop, so i advice all of you not to try it. yup i'll blog again soon. i hope=)
Monday, October 15
once again, i skipped my monday classes today. i don't know how many times have i skipped that two tutorials already. but i really cant drag myself up at 6.30 in the morning after two late nights during the weekends. friday was supposed to be an assignment-rushing day for me but it became a mahjong-rushing day instead. hahaha, bad choice bad choice.
was supposed to celebrate zq's birthday on saturday but everybody drank except him(had to drive girlfriend home)! drank till two puked and three got knocked out (thank you ziyan for helping me drink so much!!), luckily Qiang Ma(zq's mum) confiscated that bottle of i dont know what...black colour absolute vodka, if not i think zr won't be able to stop. it's really damn lethal! especially when it's mixed with sour plum juice, worst drink on earth! they mixed it with water too, i didn't try though, i'll be dead if i did.
it's raining cats and dogs now and i really feel like eating pancakes. wanted to wake up early for mac-d hotcakes, but i missed it by fifteen minutes.
was supposed to celebrate zq's birthday on saturday but everybody drank except him(had to drive girlfriend home)! drank till two puked and three got knocked out (thank you ziyan for helping me drink so much!!), luckily Qiang Ma(zq's mum) confiscated that bottle of i dont know what...black colour absolute vodka, if not i think zr won't be able to stop. it's really damn lethal! especially when it's mixed with sour plum juice, worst drink on earth! they mixed it with water too, i didn't try though, i'll be dead if i did.
it's raining cats and dogs now and i really feel like eating pancakes. wanted to wake up early for mac-d hotcakes, but i missed it by fifteen minutes.
Tuesday, October 9
Air Supply - Here I Am (Just When I Thought I Was Over You)
Here I am
Playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me
Holding you
A feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside
So there's no sense pretending
My heart it's not mending
Just when I thought
I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without you
It's just no good without you
On my own
I've tried to make the best of it alone
I've done everything
I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain
I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you
Here I am
Playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me
Holding you
A feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside
So there's no sense pretending
My heart it's not mending
Just when I thought
I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without you
It's just no good without you
On my own
I've tried to make the best of it alone
I've done everything
I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain
I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you
Monday, October 8
i'm so pissed i could kill someone anytime. it has been such a hectic week and i've still alot of work to do! i hardly have enough sleep, and my complexion is damnnnn bad. it makes my mood real lousy. and i just stained by bag all cos of that stupid bottle which leaked and caused the ink from the receipt to stain my bag. i wanna punch someone!! argh.
Saturday, September 22
finally having some time to myself until evening. anyway first post after being twenty. thank you to all friends who made my birthday wonderful. especially those whom i dont expect to remember my birthday but they did. ok maybe it's cos of the reminder in friendster/facebook. haha, but still, at least they made an effort to wish me okay! there's a person, who don't have my phone number, nor my msn, but every year he'll send me a msg on friendster to wish me happy birthday though we don't really talk to each other, dont know why but i just felt very..heartwarming? of course, everytime when something good happens, there'll be something bad. people who forgot my birthday or don't make an effort. it's ok if we aren't close, i understand why cos i forget birthdays too. but what about those who are really close to you? damn disappointing, so much that i don't wish to talk about them any longer.
the recess week is here! but i have 2 projects, 2 assignments, 2 quiz to prepare during the LONGGG one week! and i'm only left with wed and fri, how to do???
the recess week is here! but i have 2 projects, 2 assignments, 2 quiz to prepare during the LONGGG one week! and i'm only left with wed and fri, how to do???
Monday, September 17
I had a really fun-filled weekend! It's like i'm really really tired now. slept at 5am on fri and 4am on sat. i guess i'm skipping school tmr. i'm really tired, plus, gotta do something important tomorrow afternoon. anyway fri was dinner and then drinks at labyrinth with the usual 2hm people. i think all of us haven't been drinking for quite some time and our alcohol tolerance have decreased. one bottle of jim bean and, all of us were basically high. the last time we still could order extra jugs of beer on top of that one bottle of jim bean. i think i did something out of mind but i shall not think about it already.
sat was a yummy seven-course dinner (damn full!) and then mindcafe with my best friends. we went crazy in there. banana slap and taboo are super fun!! supper at geylang and then....A SHOCKING DISCOVERY. it's like, discovery of the year. couldn't believe my eyes man. slept for 5hrs and had to wake up for an online project discussion(SUNDAY MORNING!). i was practically falling asleep on my laptop. then jas's place for, the-weekly-thing.
thinking of the week ahead makes me sickkk. presentation, quiz, projects, plus my birthday in between. how sad. school is a chore. okie i need to sleep.
sat was a yummy seven-course dinner (damn full!) and then mindcafe with my best friends. we went crazy in there. banana slap and taboo are super fun!! supper at geylang and then....A SHOCKING DISCOVERY. it's like, discovery of the year. couldn't believe my eyes man. slept for 5hrs and had to wake up for an online project discussion(SUNDAY MORNING!). i was practically falling asleep on my laptop. then jas's place for, the-weekly-thing.
thinking of the week ahead makes me sickkk. presentation, quiz, projects, plus my birthday in between. how sad. school is a chore. okie i need to sleep.
Wednesday, September 5
terry says my blog is very lag so i am blogging now, when i am supposed to prepare for my presentation plus an assignment due on friday. had to go to facebook to save all these photos from hazel's profile cos we took too many photos that i think it will take years to be send in msn. i think there are much more which she didnt upload and i didnt save. recently we have found a new way of taking photos, which is placing the camera on the car, near the windscreen and then set the timer and take shots of ourselves standing in front of the car. i think it's a damn creative idea of ours and so far the carparks we've been to (serene centre and odeon towers) are quite empty, which is really good! hahaha. anyway these are the photos we took while having dinner at a jap restaurant at odeon towers. i thought the food was okay, not that fantastic but it's the company that matters. oohh how cliche. anyway the funniest thing that happened that night was when we lied to hazel that each table can only order a plate of sashimi and we had ordered ours already cos she was late. we placed some pathetic 3 pieces of salmon on her plate and you should really see her reaction. ok im going back to my work!
Thursday, August 30
ludi is leaving for canada again today. it will be another 8months or so till she'll be back. it kinda makes me sad, even though i should be well used to this kind of departure already. i was once really angry with god(if there's one), he made my boyfriend(then) and my best friend leave me, one to the US and one to canada. i think it's damn unfair, damn damn damn unfair. nobody would know how much i've gone through to adapt to it. or maybe shua knows a little, as his 3 best friends left Sg too. anyway on the very day last yr when ludi left for canada, i got to know this guy. at first it was really exciting and everything, i thought, hey, it's not that bad afterall, god(IF THERE IS ONE) actually compensated me! but nah, it didnt turn out good, a big mistake in fact but it doesnt bother me anymore(as in, that guy). i still think it's damn unfair, but i guess i've already put away such feeling, i mean the feeling is still there, but i try to hide it somewhere. i guess in life people grow up and people move on. but the thing is, people move on at different pace, so that's the problem. anyway i'm glad luluuuu is still like before, we still like to sing the same old songs at the karaoke, maybe a little more vain, which actually makes it better cos she doesn't complain when we look at clothes and cosmetics anymore. i know this is a very random post and my thoughts are all over and my sentences dont link. bear with it la, you seldom see such posts from me right.
Monday, August 27
The past 2 days had been a memorable experience for me, and i learned many things which can't be taught in a classroom. it's definitely not easy organising such a big event, which just a few people, maybe 15, we took about 9 months, but we did it anyway, and i'm really proud of ourselves. from deciding the beneficiary, which is by the way, the Children's Cancer Foundation, to getting the event venue, to getting the sponsors, planning 2 full days of performances and activities, contacting the secondary/primary schools, performers, printing the publicity materials, setting up the venue, all the canvassing, etc etc. We really did alot, all by ourselves. I'm surprised that we can go thus far. I think there were at least 600 people involved in this (the line dancing segment already had 300).
Through this experience, i've seen the many types of people around. at first i was pissed, at those people who were so irresponsible and.. i dont know, just sickening. but then i realised, although there may be these bad eggs around, but there are also people who are not in our committee, but gave all out to lend us a helping hand. so i guess it balances.
Anyway, i had alot of fun, though very tired. for once, i think i did accomplish something in life. =)
Through this experience, i've seen the many types of people around. at first i was pissed, at those people who were so irresponsible and.. i dont know, just sickening. but then i realised, although there may be these bad eggs around, but there are also people who are not in our committee, but gave all out to lend us a helping hand. so i guess it balances.
Anyway, i had alot of fun, though very tired. for once, i think i did accomplish something in life. =)
Thursday, August 23
i am ill!!! (actually typed "i am sick" but decided to change cos it sounded wrong). i am really pissed cos ive alot of things to do during the weekends and i cant be sick! my throat hurts, must be the chocolate ice cream cake and many other things i ate. and i've not fallen sick for i think half a yr already, must be jasper who passed the stupid virus to me. i;m feeling damn irritable. the cold tablet made me slept for 12hrs and i am STILL feeling drowsy. and ive no lunch at home. i'm lonely, sick, and hungry. =((((((((((
Tuesday, August 21
I think today is one of the most boring days i spent in months. Woke up at 11, had my breakfast, watched tv, decided to skip lecture, took a nap, read advance theory book, play comp games and then follow my mum to collect my sis's cake. I really felt damn bored, nobody to go out with, everybody's in school or at work, and didnt wanna go shopping cos i just bought 3 bags in 2 weeks. my dad suddenly became nice and bought them for me but i felt kinda bad for being so spendthrift. Really a boring day, but luckily the rest of the week are packed. i prefer being busy than idling!
I think all the weekend sleepless nights are taking its toll on my complexion! my complexion is damn damn bad now. I tried using the emergency mask i bought but to no avail, and i've been diligently applying whitening essence around my dark eye circles, i hope it helps.
I think all the weekend sleepless nights are taking its toll on my complexion! my complexion is damn damn bad now. I tried using the emergency mask i bought but to no avail, and i've been diligently applying whitening essence around my dark eye circles, i hope it helps.
Thursday, August 16
I'm superrrrr tired now! started my day with a 0830 seminar, then a 3 hr break before another 3 hr lecture, which i fell asleep twice in. boring, i tell you. school ended at 430pm but i've TOTS stuffs to do at 630pm so i went to zhongming's room to play PS2 by myself. he wasn't in his room but luckily he hid his key in the secret hiding place so i could go into his room. played ps2 until my back acheddd!! you know it's damn tiring when you have nothing to do too?? Sold tickets in the other halls until like 11pm then my mum came to fetch me home, and she told me to either get my driving license asap or find a boyfriend who drives. sigh, what are mums for you tell me? can't wait to push me to other people just because she doesn't want to come and fetch me.
Oh ya another thing, i really can't stand irresponsible people. just because you couldn't get a room in hall, doesn't mean you can quit your position just like that? so who's gonna fill up your position? i mean, please have some sense of responsibility, everything will end in 2 weeks, so why give up now after all the hard work? i know i don't contribute that much, but i do what i really can. damn it.
AND....i'm listening to ong and leong now, it's hilarious!! i cant stop laughing for goodness sake!!!
Oh ya another thing, i really can't stand irresponsible people. just because you couldn't get a room in hall, doesn't mean you can quit your position just like that? so who's gonna fill up your position? i mean, please have some sense of responsibility, everything will end in 2 weeks, so why give up now after all the hard work? i know i don't contribute that much, but i do what i really can. damn it.
AND....i'm listening to ong and leong now, it's hilarious!! i cant stop laughing for goodness sake!!!
Saturday, August 11
guohui! i listened to you and went for class on friday! aren't you proud of me? hahaha. anyway, fri's morning lecture was horrible, i think i'm not going for that lecture anymore. then i met nick to go for our elective, we spent a freaking 1 hr to look for that stupid lecture hall, and then the lecturer decide to end the lecture early (which i don't really mind too), so we spent 1 hr looking for the LT, and half an hour inside.
after school i went home to take a 4hr nap (cos i woke up at 0630), watched some tv and then to jas's place. and this is a typical friday (only diff is zr stayed AWAKE throughout the night). oh yea and we started playing poker already, and i lost the most, but still, it was fun.
ok random photos ahead!
super yummy mango pocky from japan
my office table turned into a mini tester for new shades of lipstick, we were to vote for our favourite shades
beckham, which i tore from a magazine
lulu and meitheng ;)
after school i went home to take a 4hr nap (cos i woke up at 0630), watched some tv and then to jas's place. and this is a typical friday (only diff is zr stayed AWAKE throughout the night). oh yea and we started playing poker already, and i lost the most, but still, it was fun.
ok random photos ahead!
super yummy mango pocky from japan
my office table turned into a mini tester for new shades of lipstick, we were to vote for our favourite shades
beckham, which i tore from a magazine
lulu and meitheng ;)
Tuesday, August 7
first day of school today, wouldn't bother going to the first lecture if it wasn't for wens, who woke me up at 11+ when i slept at 7am! haha, but we regret going for the lecture, listening to "ethics". and we wore the same thing to school!! it was unplanned and we were super scared that people will think we planned to wear the same thing cos it'll make us seem like we're so childish. anyway skipping school for the rest of the week. what a GOOD start!
Sunday, August 5
this week was interesting. celebrated ludi's 21st on wednesday, happy 21st birthday to my best friend! i'll try to post up the photos soon. thurs was a company event, bowling tournament. haha, basically i just went there to eat =)) met jasper at ps last night and then we walked to cathay, then to the tau huay place, then to bugis to find ziyan! my god my legs are damn tired. of cos, it was our weekly activity until this morning, and then i slept till 2pm. woke up and went shopping, met kl for dinner, ben n jerry's ice cream and drinking at timbre. i'm really freaking tired i tell you, just now when i was walking, i felt like i could fall asleep any moment. probably catching a movie tmr so i'd better have enough sleep or i'll pay $9.50 to sleep in the cinema.
school is starting next week! really super looking forward to it, NOT. damn damn damn, i hate schoooool. 2 more long years to go.
school is starting next week! really super looking forward to it, NOT. damn damn damn, i hate schoooool. 2 more long years to go.
Sunday, July 29
slept for 11 hours on friday night and last night, as in, 11 hours each for both nights. it's such a blessed feeling to be able to sleep till your head hurts. hahaha.. and i really love the rainy weather nowadays! (when i'm indoors of course). ok, i can't think of anything to blog already. so..bye! i'm such a boring person!! ha.
Sunday, July 22
Monday, July 16
2 weeks since i last blogged. attended my cousin's wedding last sunday, it was really fun, but tiring. their 2nd march in during the dinner was really touching, the background music was Wonderful Tonight, i almost teared. hahaha. i want to get married too!! haha. nah, just kidding.
overnight mahjong for two consecutive days during the weekend. with a shopping session in between! can't believe how much energy i had. anyway i realised playing in a very cold room makes you less sleepy (jas revamped his room so the table could fit in), but then again, it may be the coffee and tea we drank. i only drank half of mine cos jas spilled my tea with his big butt. zq said we're very "auntie" cos we drank hot tea! hai, zq bian le...
AND, my timetable for next semester sucks. really sucky. 5 day week with 2hr lessons on mon tue and fri PLUS 830 lesson on mon wed fri. HOW is it possible for me to survive taking train all the way to ulu boon lay at 7am in the morning?! my biggest regret in life now is delaying my driving lessons. SEE LA, now must wake up 6am in the morning. argh! you know what, the fastest i can get my license is probably in jan, which is, way after next sem is over. ok i think everybody has listened to me complained enough already. hahaha, let me grumble for a bit, ok?=)
the ndp stage is so nice! i can imagine myself holding a concert there!
i find this photo damn funny cos all of us didnt plan our pose, it just came out so nicely.
spot the odd one out.
overnight mahjong for two consecutive days during the weekend. with a shopping session in between! can't believe how much energy i had. anyway i realised playing in a very cold room makes you less sleepy (jas revamped his room so the table could fit in), but then again, it may be the coffee and tea we drank. i only drank half of mine cos jas spilled my tea with his big butt. zq said we're very "auntie" cos we drank hot tea! hai, zq bian le...
AND, my timetable for next semester sucks. really sucky. 5 day week with 2hr lessons on mon tue and fri PLUS 830 lesson on mon wed fri. HOW is it possible for me to survive taking train all the way to ulu boon lay at 7am in the morning?! my biggest regret in life now is delaying my driving lessons. SEE LA, now must wake up 6am in the morning. argh! you know what, the fastest i can get my license is probably in jan, which is, way after next sem is over. ok i think everybody has listened to me complained enough already. hahaha, let me grumble for a bit, ok?=)
the ndp stage is so nice! i can imagine myself holding a concert there!
i find this photo damn funny cos all of us didnt plan our pose, it just came out so nicely.
spot the odd one out.
Monday, July 2
what a tiring, and saddening week i had. though i had some fun in midst of the sadness, i still couldn't help but feel really down. last night i couldnt get to sleep, havent had trouble falling asleep within 10mins for a long time already, but last night, my whole mind was filled thoughts that i shouldn't really think about. and i hate it, i really hate feeling that way, it feels like shit.
Tuesday, June 26
Sunday, June 17
went karaoke with ludi and meitheng on sat. 4 hours was definitely not enough because we used to sing 8hrs from 7pm to 3am and it still wasn't enough, how can 4 hours be enough? finally could spend some time with ludi, gotta spend some more time together before she's off to canada again:(
you know sometimes i really really dont understand myself. just when i thought i have finally gotten over it, i realised it actually isn't so; just when i thought i've finally found it, i realised it may not be the case. anddd i have no determination plus i'm quite fickle-minded. i dont do what i tell myself i should do. oh god please help me be a better person, help me do the right thing and help me get over the past, the past which i couldn't bring back anymore, no matter how hard ive tried.
you know sometimes i really really dont understand myself. just when i thought i have finally gotten over it, i realised it actually isn't so; just when i thought i've finally found it, i realised it may not be the case. anddd i have no determination plus i'm quite fickle-minded. i dont do what i tell myself i should do. oh god please help me be a better person, help me do the right thing and help me get over the past, the past which i couldn't bring back anymore, no matter how hard ive tried.
Saturday, June 16
yay tgif! work has been rather fine this week, had a 3 hr facial on monday so i practically did no work at all after lunch. and had lunch appointments for 2 days this week, which equals to company paying for nice lunch. hee. ok ok photos ahead!
somebody delivered raspberry meringue (already half eaten in that photo!) to my office and it was really really nice (i eat alot when i work!! very bad). but i think there were too much liquor in it as i felt kinda blurry and headache after eating it, really!! and sleepy too, that never fail to happen around 3-4pm.
my bright pink nails that i thought is nice and had many people commenting on it, some good and some bad. as you can see, the big spreadsheet on my table with alot of figures? that's what i see almost everyday, figures, and more figures.
photos from meitheng's 21st -
by the way, why is nobody leaving comments again?!=(
ws: you update less frequent than me please. pot calling the kettle black!
somebody delivered raspberry meringue (already half eaten in that photo!) to my office and it was really really nice (i eat alot when i work!! very bad). but i think there were too much liquor in it as i felt kinda blurry and headache after eating it, really!! and sleepy too, that never fail to happen around 3-4pm.
my bright pink nails that i thought is nice and had many people commenting on it, some good and some bad. as you can see, the big spreadsheet on my table with alot of figures? that's what i see almost everyday, figures, and more figures.
photos from meitheng's 21st -
by the way, why is nobody leaving comments again?!=(
ws: you update less frequent than me please. pot calling the kettle black!
Monday, June 11
i'm so tired i can;t take it anymore! i think i've aged, in the past i could go sleepless for two nights! =(( karaoke plus overnight mahjong on friday, slept for 3 hours, then to my aunt's house for some preparation for my cousin's wedding (which is one month later, can't wait), slept for 10hrs and still gotta force myself to wake up at 12 this morning to go do my TOTS stuffs, which i had to be friendly and professional all the time, quite sucky and quite fun at the same time la, haha. reached home just in time for dinner and before i could finish my dinner, my aunt called to say my grandmother is ill. so my mum was very worried and we rushed down immediately. i hope my grandmother recovers soon. and did i mention i've gotten lousy results this sem? and there's work tmr!! how sad.
Thursday, May 31
last day of May today, 2 more months till school re-opens. i hope time dont pass so quickly. nothing special happening lately, but everyday is still as good=) wow i sound so optimistic. haha.. anyway today's a public holiday and i am so glad there's a public holiday this week!! sitting behind the head of my department is so not fun at all! one hour seems like a year, can't wait to go back to my own seat on monday. went shopping with my mum and siblings today and my brother was such a poor thing, he carried all our shopping bags.
ok i've nothing to blog about already.
ok i've nothing to blog about already.
Sunday, May 20
this past week wasn't really good, but i shan't think about it anymore.
my workload is really inconsistent. if i can balance and tie the figures, then good, i'll be very free the whole day, reading magazines (i have already finished reading all the June's female magazines!) and talking on the phone and chatting with my colleague who sits near me. she reminds me of friend moreena, who practically speaks non stop and very loudly. HAHA. BUT if i cant balance the figures, then i'll spend hours trying to do it, and it's really stressful and frustrating when i cant do it!
spent most of my weekend sleeping. haha i dont know why i am so tired, but i can really sleep all the time! other than sleeping, it was jas's house on fri and grandma's house on saturday, where i just sit around eating and eating while my parents and my grandma and her sibilings and my aunties and uncles played blackjack. i didnt join them in blackjack as my grandma's siblings talk REALLY loudly and i feel like my eardrums will burst anytime. wanted to go swimming with my cousins but didnt bring my swimwear=( they are really cute!!
he tried to squeeze himself in between the railings to get to the pool!
gh: THANKS. i am really grateful for your concern
shuhui: you still haven't date me out?!?!
wil: i know, continue writing...
my workload is really inconsistent. if i can balance and tie the figures, then good, i'll be very free the whole day, reading magazines (i have already finished reading all the June's female magazines!) and talking on the phone and chatting with my colleague who sits near me. she reminds me of friend moreena, who practically speaks non stop and very loudly. HAHA. BUT if i cant balance the figures, then i'll spend hours trying to do it, and it's really stressful and frustrating when i cant do it!
spent most of my weekend sleeping. haha i dont know why i am so tired, but i can really sleep all the time! other than sleeping, it was jas's house on fri and grandma's house on saturday, where i just sit around eating and eating while my parents and my grandma and her sibilings and my aunties and uncles played blackjack. i didnt join them in blackjack as my grandma's siblings talk REALLY loudly and i feel like my eardrums will burst anytime. wanted to go swimming with my cousins but didnt bring my swimwear=( they are really cute!!
he tried to squeeze himself in between the railings to get to the pool!
gh: THANKS. i am really grateful for your concern
shuhui: you still haven't date me out?!?!
wil: i know, continue writing...
Monday, May 14
the weekends came and went in a flash! instead of making myself feel more recharged, i'm feeling more tired instead. i think i need more sleep!! i cant get enough of sleeping, how?
sat was lunch, then shopping, then dessert at liang seah street, followed by more shopping, then cheesecake, and then dinner! all in 4 hours time! i think i'm going to put on alot of weight. and then an inpromptu mahjong session with my cousin's friends. i won=)) actually, it's not about the money, it's about the winning. quoting from zhenqiang, getting a zi mo 5 tai is "bi3 f*** hai2 shuang3". hahaha! (ok this is very crude i know) i dont know if what he said is true though.
spent my day sleeping today, and then to meitheng's 21st at night. we met this scary man. ok we asked this mid forties guy to help us take a photo when he was passing by us with his wife. and then, later, after taking the photo and walking for another 10more mins, while we were getting into the car, he approached us to ask us to send him the photo he took just now! by the way, he is very stupid because he took the photo with a digicam and he thought he took it with a handphone and wanted us to MMS him the photo. according to him, his "wife wanted some reference, dont know why". he was so freaky and we left quickly.
work is starting again tmr=( i hope i get more facials.
wanching: the cute guy sings on fridays la! but i told you he's not that cute anymore! anyway buy some things back from taiwan for me!!
gh: you're very ZZ. hahha=))
sat was lunch, then shopping, then dessert at liang seah street, followed by more shopping, then cheesecake, and then dinner! all in 4 hours time! i think i'm going to put on alot of weight. and then an inpromptu mahjong session with my cousin's friends. i won=)) actually, it's not about the money, it's about the winning. quoting from zhenqiang, getting a zi mo 5 tai is "bi3 f*** hai2 shuang3". hahaha! (ok this is very crude i know) i dont know if what he said is true though.
spent my day sleeping today, and then to meitheng's 21st at night. we met this scary man. ok we asked this mid forties guy to help us take a photo when he was passing by us with his wife. and then, later, after taking the photo and walking for another 10more mins, while we were getting into the car, he approached us to ask us to send him the photo he took just now! by the way, he is very stupid because he took the photo with a digicam and he thought he took it with a handphone and wanted us to MMS him the photo. according to him, his "wife wanted some reference, dont know why". he was so freaky and we left quickly.
work is starting again tmr=( i hope i get more facials.
wanching: the cute guy sings on fridays la! but i told you he's not that cute anymore! anyway buy some things back from taiwan for me!!
gh: you're very ZZ. hahha=))
Friday, May 11
work has been really tiring. didnt know just sitting in front of a computer can be so draining. 4th day of work and i'm already having a headache, as in, literally. my eyes are very tired too. sigh sigh sigh. it's not that i dont like working, i kinda like working, but i hate to feel tired. can't even join the rest at zq's house now after zr's birthday dinner. they must be enjoying themselves now. =((
met ludi and meitheng for lunch today! finally met ludi after 1 yr and 8 days. haha. i walked over to cineleisure at 12.30pm when the sun was scorching hot, and i became another shade darker. hahaha. i think i'm gonna spend every single cent i earned (or even more than that) by just working in town area because all the shopping centres are just a few steps away.
and i'm feeling very depressed now. not because of work, not because i cant be at zq's house, and no, not because i'm gonna spend all my money away too.
wil: seems like you're the only one reading my blog. haha. thanks for your comment, though it isn't really a comment, i dont know what you're writing when you say you're writing. haha.
met ludi and meitheng for lunch today! finally met ludi after 1 yr and 8 days. haha. i walked over to cineleisure at 12.30pm when the sun was scorching hot, and i became another shade darker. hahaha. i think i'm gonna spend every single cent i earned (or even more than that) by just working in town area because all the shopping centres are just a few steps away.
and i'm feeling very depressed now. not because of work, not because i cant be at zq's house, and no, not because i'm gonna spend all my money away too.
wil: seems like you're the only one reading my blog. haha. thanks for your comment, though it isn't really a comment, i dont know what you're writing when you say you're writing. haha.
Monday, May 7
first day of work was fine, quite an eye-opener too. especially when i looked at all the brand managers, it seems like i'm watching the devil wears prada. hahaha. working in a company in the fashion line is so different from my previous company, a logistics line. i wouldn't say i prefer this one though, both have its pros and cons. i hope the company gives me lots of cosmetics and frangrances. hahaha. anyway, i'm doing accounting stuffs! wished i paid more attention during acc101, now i'm struggling to remember what i've learnt. haha. but i cant believe i'll be doing this after i graduate, looking at excel spreadsheets sucks. i prefer a job like the brand manager. you know, just dress well everyday, look good and that's all you do. ya, right. i heard their job scope is to promote their brand, think of marketing strategies and all.
ludi's coming back tmr! yay! and zq's suddenly coming back too! double yay! i think i'm going to bed, was struggling to keep my eyes open this afternoon, especially after lunch. gotta think of what to wear tmr already.
ludi's coming back tmr! yay! and zq's suddenly coming back too! double yay! i think i'm going to bed, was struggling to keep my eyes open this afternoon, especially after lunch. gotta think of what to wear tmr already.
Sunday, May 6
yay the comments link is working! all thanks to ws!=)) all of you must not put her efforts to waste k? gotta use my comment function! hahaha.
played mahjong for countless times this week. mahjong and ktv today, i'm very tired! cos i walked alot today too. hahaha. and it's gonna be an exciting week ahead i hope. new job, ludi coming back, zr's birthday, meitheng's party. all in a week! i'll be busy but at the same time happy!
played mahjong for countless times this week. mahjong and ktv today, i'm very tired! cos i walked alot today too. hahaha. and it's gonna be an exciting week ahead i hope. new job, ludi coming back, zr's birthday, meitheng's party. all in a week! i'll be busy but at the same time happy!
Friday, May 4
hahaha i just changed the template of the blog. see the 4 white boxes on the left? you can actually click on them! and the girl in the picture is not me! i know you know, but just in case you didnt know. HAHA. anyway how do i add the comments link? i'm such an IT idiot. haha. well well let me figure it out!
Wednesday, May 2
argh, i god damn hate my flu. why must i get caught with the flu bug right after exams? WHY?! why must there be mambo on wed night, and interview on thu? why must ppl keep calling me to ask if i'm at zouk=( but anyway, i hope i get the job tmr.
so the exams has ended for 2 days already. starting to get real bored, haha. and today, 2nd may, is exactly a year since i last saw lulu!! but she'll be back in 6 days time, cant wait! and 2nd may also marks the one-year anniversary of a big mistake i've committed, and still committing. time to stop time to stop....
so the exams has ended for 2 days already. starting to get real bored, haha. and today, 2nd may, is exactly a year since i last saw lulu!! but she'll be back in 6 days time, cant wait! and 2nd may also marks the one-year anniversary of a big mistake i've committed, and still committing. time to stop time to stop....
Wednesday, April 25
yay last paper to go on monday, cant wait for it to end. but dread that paper=( FM sucks, just like astro, and biz law, and every other subject. hai.
anyway these are the photos from last friday.
see you in 2 months time DDqiang. HAHA
damn act
very depressed cos i kept making him drink when we played cai quan
he wont ever take a nice photo with me
hahaha guohui damn funny.
anyway these are the photos from last friday.
see you in 2 months time DDqiang. HAHA
damn act
very depressed cos i kept making him drink when we played cai quan
he wont ever take a nice photo with me
hahaha guohui damn funny.
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